Deal With The Devil - S01 E104

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Deal With The Devil - S01 E104

Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 104

❝The night will not end like expected❞

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For some strange reason Colt was able to get me to wear some other clothes and get me into a car that has a driver, I'm not sure where he got that one but at the moment I don't care, I don't care about anything and nothing matters to me. It's like the world has lost all its colors and it's just black and white to me. There is no life and no happiness, there is just nothing and it makes me feel horrible inside and it makes me feel empty and lost.

"You're going to love tonight, I've planned everything out and you know how much you love everything that I plan" He says while I just glare at him and give him a look which hopefully he understands which he doesn't since he just chuckles at me and gives me an innocent smile. "Don't worry, if I wanted to bang you, I would've done so already. But, this night is not about me. It's about you" He says to me and I roll my eyes at him and his ridiculousness which makes me feel like I'm seated next to a child and perhaps I am because he seems to act and think like a child which doesn't surprise me that much.

I don't know how he was able to get me to come with him or dress in anything other than pajamas, he had forced me to put on jeans and a hoodie which was actually quite comfortable and it was a step away from pajamas but still I don't want to be here, not really. I would like very much to be somewhere else, somewhere like the bed. Left alone in my own misery where I only have myself to blame for the thing that have happened to me because in truth there is only one person that I can blame and that is myself.

I was the one that lied and I was the one that left and for what? My freedom? It doesn't exist anymore, not really and perhaps it never did in the first place. I don't know but I do know that right now, I'm going somewhere where Colt considers fun and I know that I'm going to hate it and I'm going to hate this night. "Don't be such a sour bomb" He says in a baby voice and I raise an eyebrow at him.

"Sour bomb?" I ask without meaning to but the words had come out of my mouth before I could even stop myself. Colt puts up a ridiculous smile when he hears my question and I get the feeling that he's not smiling because of the fact that words are ridiculous but because I just spoke which at the moment I hate doing. It is my voice that got me into this mess so I'm not trusting it at the moment and I'm not sure when. "Of course because your body is a bomb and your sour right now. Though, I'm sure you'd taste... spectacular" He says.

I roll my eyes and turn towards the window. He hasn't told me where it is that we're going and I'm not in the mood to ask (not that I was ever in the mood). Also knowing that he's going to continue to say something inappropriate to me which is getting rather annoying which it was all the time but still. The darkness is endless because of the winter and even when the streetlights and the lights from store are on, it is still hard to see where we are.

The car is silent for a couple of minutes before Colt makes me look at him right in the eyes and I could feel the tension grow for some reason. "All right, Fawn. This is it, you ready?" He asks me and all I could do was nod my head. Even when I knew that was a lie, I'm not ready and I'm not sure if I will ever be ready. However, this is the reason why I gave up everything and this is the reason why I gave up him and I'm not going to stop now.

This is many freedoms and now I can do whatever I want with my life and I'm going to live it. He sharply nods and opens the door of the car whom I did not notice had come to a stop and he gestures for me to follow him and I do. Walking outside to the cold winter air and feeling the wind slam against my soft fragile skin and cooling me down to the point where I'm a shivering and almost shaking from the cold. I follow Colt to some building and it takes me a moment to see that it's a bar.

I shake my head as I back away. I've never been to a bar before, I'm only just eighteen and you need to be twenty-one to buy something alcoholic. I'm not allowed in there, am I? I'm never even attempted to go into a bar before but I know some of my older friends did try it once and they told me they had a great time. "I can't" I say to Colt as he has turned to face me and I answer the question he did not ask but was going to.

"Why?" He only asks me but I can see it in his eyes that he knows why I'm not going on there. "All right, I know you're scared but this will be fun, trust me. I've done this so many times" He tells me but that doesn't convince me that all will be well now. I give him a look which he once again nods at. "Where do you want to go?" He asks me. I think of it for a moment before I open my mouth. "You go in there, I'll be out here, checking the stores out" I then tell him.