Deal With The Devil - S01 E105

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Deal With The Devil - S01 E105

Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 105

❝I love you❞

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Colt had agreed to that but only when he had handed me a phone and a pepper spray bottle which he for the strangest reason (that he refused to tell me) has in his pocket and one would not think that he has it but he does. However, he also handed me a pocket knife and came up with a reason that he would most likely die in the hands of Sebastian if anything were to happen to me and he does like living his life. His words, not mine. Anyway he had gone to the bar and I had started to walk the streets.

The snow is so cold and the world around me is freezing. I only wear a hoodie and jeans to keep me warmth but as I start going into the few stores that are open and looking around, I get warm and then I'm met with the cold once again when I go back outside. When going around the streets, not knowing where I'm going and not caring much about it, just going wherever my legs take me and it isn't until I stand in front of a familiar place that I let out a gasp.

My legs had taken me in front of Sebastian's mansions. Of course in front of the gate but still, I don't know why I found myself there but not that I'm there, there is something inside me that it's beginning me to go in there, to find him. And I start to listen without realizing it as I walk to the gate. Right before my eyes the gate opens for me and gulping I walk inside. My body is freezing and I'm trembling from the cold as I walk to the front doors.

Opening them with shaky hands and my heart pounding within my chest, I feel this feeling inside me which I had a hard time explaining but I know that it is calling. It is calling for Sebastian and I know that I will not be satisfied until I'm in his arms and I know that I will not feel better until he's with me. The tears are streaming down my face as I stumble in the hallways, my body freezing as I can barely even feel my toes at all and it is not until I'm standing in front of his office that I'm reminded that this is the place where it all began. 3

Or ended should I say. His office was the place where I somehow found the guts to say that I had not fallen in love with him when in reality I do love him. In comes to me that I have no idea what I'm doing here nor do know what I am doing at the moment. All I can think about is him but as I stand here, crying my eyes out and feelings this pain inside me and my heart is wanting to rip itself out of my chest.

Standing there brings all the memories we shared to me, the good ones as well as the bad and I can't help but think about how much I love and care for him and now, I will do what I should've done a long time ago and I will make things right. Make the wrongs that I did right by doing this and as I open up the door without hesitation and enter into his office I'm met with a surprise. His office is upside down, almost that is. The floor is barely seen from scattered wood as well as glass shards. 7

Chairs as well as the walls are broken and some pieces are so small that I can't tell what it is. The only thing that stands is the desk and when my eyes search there, I see him. Sitting there in a broken chair but I see him. His shirt unbuttoned about two or three at the top. His hair is all tangled and messed up, and his face looks like mine. Hollow and broken. When his beautiful but broken emerald green eyes land on me, I can see the pain but I can also see the love.

Sebastian is not slow at standing up and going over t0 me. When he stands in front of me, his eyes looking only at mine and I can see how much he has suffered. How much I have suffered because of what I did but now more. One of his hands goes up to caress my cheek and I lean in for his touch. Allowing it to make things better, to make everything better again and it is only his touch that can make me better and it is only by him that I can feel all right. 6

"You're real" He speaks to me and I let out a soft but quiet giggle as I lift my hand up to move strands of his hair that has gone over his eyes and move them aside so that I can see his eyes clearly. The eyes that I have fallen in love with and I never want to leave and look away from. The eyes that have haunted me for so long but I want them to haunt me because they make me feel safe, he makes me feel safe. "I'm here. I'm here" I speak to him but I know that isn't what I want to say.

My heart is at peace and it is with him but there is one barrier that is hard to get over and I don't think we will ever get better unless that barrier has been broken down and we are together, completely because this puts a stop to it and now I must break it. I have to smash it and I take a deep breath before I look at him and softly smile at him. "I lied before... I love you" I say and I don't need any other words as I lift my body up and capture his lips.