In the billionaire’s bed - Season 1 - Episode 85

4 years ago

In the billionaire’s bed - Season 1 - Episode 85

Rebecca’s pov

He just left! Just like that! He just freaking left me after kissing me? Yet I thought we were making progress, I thought I was getting him out of his shell, I thought he might just actually say something to give me a little bit of Hope that he actually felt something for me!
But I guess I was wrong… I played with my fingers nervously, biting my lips to stop myself from crying… No I won’t cry! He wants to prove difficult, he wants to run away from this… But I won’t let him… I won’t let him leave without an explanation!
He kissed me.

There has to be a reason why he kissed me… He can’t just kiss me and leave, he can’t just leave me with my fast beating heart, he can’t just kiss me like he actually liked me and then just leave!
I won’t- I won’t let him have his way this time- this time I’m getting an explanation!
I have feelings for Emeliano, ones that i can’t put into words, it was so sudden- like a spell that finally hit its victim… If I had a friend right now? He or she would be calling me crazy, crazy because I was in love- love? I thought love was what I felt for Mason? Wait- if that was love, then- what in hell is this?
Why do I feel like I’d be utterly empty without Emeliano? Why do I feel like my heart would actually fall off my chest if I don’t go after him? Why do I feel so hurt and empty when he left me standing here? Why don’t I just judge him for everything he did to me? Why?

It was never like this with Mason- did Mason and I ever fight? Did we ever argue? No we didn’t- it was all too perfect, no flaws… But what is a relationship without a little flaw?
Emeliano and I come from different worlds, we both don’t agree on anything- we were opposites of each other… So why does it feel so perfect?

The sound of rain drops filled my ears, making me glance at the window… It was raining heavily…

But that was the least of my problems now… I need to find him… I need him to talk to me.
I rushed out of his study, running down the stairs with shaky legs, the guards were beginning to shut the entrance door, so I increased my pace, sliding through it and ignoring their rants… The rain connected with my skin, immediately soaking my hair and clothes. I sighted a clueless Emeliano walking like it wasn’t raining… I knew he was heading towards the garden… His whole shirt was soaked but he didn’t look to be affected by it… He just strolled towards the garden like it was just another day.
I rushed towards him, not minding the slippery ground, when I finally reached him, I lost my balance, falling to the ground but his strong arms snaked around my waist, stopping me from falling face flat; pulling me to his body. I gripped his shoulders to steady myself, staring into his heart stopping eyes, he was also staring at me- it was almost like he was lost… But same went for me… I was lost, the only thing I could feel was the harsh downpour around us.
My heart was like a wild hammer against my chest and fair enough, I could also feel his heartbeat, it was all crazy, just like mine.