In the billionaire’s bed - Season 1 - Episode 86

4 years ago

In the billionaire’s bed - Season 1 - Episode 86

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Does he feel the same for me? Does he like me too? Of course he does! Why else would his heart be going so crazy!!!
I didn’t want to leave his embrace- hell no… It was perfect, overly comfortable! So amazing…
“What are you doing to me?” He choked out… “You’re ruining me. Destroying me… Why?”

“Why did you leave?” I asked him, ignoring his questions. “Why are you pushing me away?”

His hands left my waist, pulling me away from him. Now I felt the chill that came with the rain.

“I don’t want this… I don’t want to want you… Please just leave- make this easier for yourself… I can’t bring myself to-”
“Like me? Why? Because you still love Camilla?”

“I don’t love Camilla.” He said.
“So what the hell is your problem?”
He went quiet, forcing his eyes away from me.
I pulled him to face me again. “No… No, you will answer my questions Emeliano… Now… I need answers, I won’t let you go without an explanation.”

“I shouldn’t have kissed you… It was a-”
“Don’t you dare say it was a mistake! Were you blind for those few minutes? Did you have a blindfold on when you kissed me!!! You have the nerve to say it was a mistake?!” I yelled this time, the rain made my hot tears look like just another drop of rain. “You can’t just kiss someone and say it was a mistake!!! That doesn’t make any fuc-” I stopped myself from saying something I would probably regret.
He cocked a brow at me, waiting for me to complete my sentence.
“Why did you kiss me?” I finally asked him.
“You need to get back inside… You’ll get a cold.”

“Stop acting like you care about me! I know you don’t, so just save-”

“I care about you Rebecca… I care about you to the extent that it f-----g hurts… And it scares me… I don’t want this feeling- I don’t want you here… You’re ruining everything.”
“Why don’t you want me? You can’t just make me fall for you and then tell me you don’t want me… You can’t just kiss me like you have feelings for me and at the end of the day, tell me that you don’t want me… You’re hurting me even more than Mason did… Even more than my father did.”
His eyes met mine suddenly, lingering a little too long for me to miss the look of hurt that flashed through his eyes.

“I didn’t mean-”
“To hurt me? Then why are you doing it? Why are you stalling? Why don’t you just freaking give in?!”

“I can’t! I want to, but I can’t… I can’t accept you only for you to leave within three days… You’re going to leave, just like my mom did, and everyone else…”
“Is that what this is about? Me leaving?” My voice was softer, but a little bit cracked… The harsh drops beating my anger away from me.
“It’s more than that… You’ll want to leave when you know everything.”
I paused.