Deal With The Devil - S01 E100

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Deal With The Devil - S01 E100

Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 100

❝Leave or stay?❞

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Sitting in Sebastian's office, nervous with my heart pounding more than it has ever done in my entire life. He isn't here yet but being here makes this even more intense as if he were sitting in front of me by his desk. I don't know how I'm going to I have explain to him what I'm choosing, I don't think I can explain to myself. Despite what my choice is, I will always be betraying one part of myself in doing so and maybe it will be all right, I don't know yet. 6

I don't know anything now, it's all just a blur. My life is a blur that I have no control over and as I sit here now I realize just how much of my life I'm going to miss, how the person I was I'm going to miss. The road that Sebastian and I have been going on has been a long one and the ride there has not been an easy one but perhaps it did not have to be easy, perhaps it was never meant to be easy for us but somehow we got to this part.

The door to the office opens and I feel myself grow so nervous that I have a hard time even think or breathe or live, everything is hard and I can't be sure what is making me be this way but somehow I'm reminded of the first time that we met, the day that I was told we were to marry. His powerful presence is unlike anything and somehow I have been avoiding that for so long and pushing it aside. He doesn't speak anything as he walks around the desk and sits down and I feel a bit uneasy under his gaze.

The world feels like it's just the two of us now and I can't be sure if that is because we are only two on the office or if it just feels like the world has just closed on us. In this moment as the clock ticks by to the new year I feel myself unsure and certain at the same time. It confuses me too much and too greatly. I look anywhere else but him, perhaps out of fear, perhaps out of nervousness but I don't know if I can look at him now. 2

"Fawn, it would appear that this is the night that will determine our future, whether that is apart or together" He speaks, however I still don't look at him, afraid to for some reason. "Look at me!" He speaks, raising his voice and only now I look at him, my eyes slowly run over to him to see that his face is hardened and I can't tell what is in his eyes. The emerald green eyes that I've come to fallen in love with and wish to only get lost in and look into and sink but still float in his eyes.

His face shows one of hurt but he tries to hide it from me but I've started to see how he hides things and I can see through it more than I can see through myself. "I assume you have made your choice?" He asks me as he sits there, leaning against the desk with both his hands together as if he were praying but I know he's doing anything but praying or perhaps he is, I can't tell about that. I slowly nod my head at his question but that seems to make him more irritated than he was before. 3

"Use your words, Fawn" He scolds me as if I were nothing but a child and I resist the urge to roll my eyes. The feeling that I'm back at my parents mansion where we first met and the way that he holds himself now, it's like we're there again and everything is so familiar to me that it's unreal. I can't be sure why it feels like we're back there but it feels like it and it's strange to me. "Yes... yes, I've made my choice" I tell him, my voice low but it was audible for him to hear.

I truly have made my choice and I'm not sure what is going to happen once I utter the words about it. Sebastian raises an eyebrow at me and he doesn't need to ask the question for me to know what he is referring to and I know he must be dying to know what choice I've made. It doesn't look like he's dying to know but then again he has always been the type of person that doesn't show much of emotions, however, there are times that I'm able to see through him and his masks that he puts on. 6

"In this century" He speaks annoyed and I get the feeling that he's somewhat afraid of me telling him for some reason that I don't know yet. Perhaps it is because this choice that I have made also does affect him and his life. I lightly shake my head and then look at him once again and open my mouth but no words come out as I try to speak but my voice is hard to get out at the moment, I can't be sure why. Trying to speak is hard to do because I'm nervous and slightly terrified.

He rolls his at me but doesn't say anything and I think of the fun times that we've had over the last couple of days and how we actually have been having fun and enjoying ourselves. Making me fall deeper in love with him. "We made a deal that if you were able to make me fall in love with you before the end of the year than this marriage would continue but if you would not we would go our separate ways and I have come here to tell you that you have failed" I speak before I stand up and walk out of the office and close the door behind me.

Bonus Chapter

❝The Devil only wants His Angel❞ +

Sebastian King 15

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New Year's Eve. The day that everything will either go my way or out of my hands which will make my life a living hell if that were to happen. She is already in my office, either breaking my heart or making me the happiest man to ever cross the world. "After everything that has happened, you don't believe she will leave, do you?" Victor asks me as the fear of me going back inside that office and face what will happen in the next couple of minutes

Sighing I pull myself up from the chair that I was sitting in. "Even when the deal does not exist anymore, I want her to have this choice" I speak, not caring to answer his question. The night that the deal was made I ripped it and burned the pieces. Destroyed it but made her believe that it still exists for I do want her to choose me for who I am and that seemed like the only way. "She cares for you. More than you can ever know. I saw how saddened she becomes without your presence" Victors says to me and I sharply nod at his him. 7

Walking into my office, feeling the pain of rejection pull me me towards anger and I can. Watching as she is nervous and unsure of herself and the fear is only growing and so does the anger. The anger that I want nothing more than to let out. Sitting in the chair and looking over to the most beautiful girl that has ever walked on earth in front of me, wanting nothing more than to pull her towards me and hug and kiss her. Hold her close and tell her that I love her.

"Fawn, it would appear that this is the night that will determine our future whether that is apart or together" I speak to her, the pain inside me showing but I quickly hide it away. Locking it away inside me to never show it again, I will never allow anyone to see that I am weak. I am Sebastian King and I don't need anyone telling me otherwise and no one will ever look at me with failure again. "Look at me?" I speak, my voice raising as I do so but it only seems to frighten her a whole lot more.

Fawn looks over at me but I can tell that she is more nervous about this and she is frightened. My heart wishes to hold her and calm her down, tell her that it will be all right and it takes all of my willpower to not do that because I need her to choose this on her own. As much as I wish to make sure that she will never leave me again and have her by my side at all times, I can't. She has a choice and I will respect that.

"I assume you have made your choice?" I ask her and the wait is hurtful and my heart aches when I only want to have her with me but she may not want me. After all I've tried to show her that I do love her and make her fall in love with me and feel the same way that I feel but it doesn't look like that has happened and it doesn't look like she feels the way that I feel, the way that I've never felt about anyone in the world. The way that only she can make me feel and make me want to go inside as my love for her is insanity but if my love for her is insanity then I don't want to be sane ever again.

When she nods her head I feel the need to hear her voice, to make my heart feel all right again, to make everything all right again. "Use your words, Fawn" I tell her, begging her to speak. Wanting to hear her heavenly voice that is the only thing that can calm my heart and my soul craves her touch and her love that can make me feel things that I've never felt before.

"Yes... yes, I've made my choice" She tells me and my heart feels like it has come to a stop as I can't hear her say the words that she doesn't want me, that she wants to be as far away from me as possible, I can't hear it, I won't. Her voice was low but I could hear her, I can always hear her. Fawn doesn't say anything after that I find myself more nervous than I have ever been in my life, holding on hope for her to say the words that she wants to be with me.

"In this century" I tell her annoyed, wanting nothing more than to get this over with, the wait is worse than anything as I wish to be with her and I wish for her to say that she will have me. She shakes her head at me and it doesn't make sense and I roll my eyes at her. Why does she have to torture me like this, why does she want me to have a heart attack because I will and I would for her, I would gladly step in front of a bullet for her.

"We made a deal that if you were able to make me fall in love with you before the end of the year than this marriage would continue but you would not we would go our separate ways and I have come here to tell you that you have failed" Fawn speaks to me before she stands up and walks out of the office and my world falls apart right in front of me as soon as those words have been uttered out of her mouth that I wish to kiss, but she has broken me down when nothing else could.