Deal With The Devil - S01 E56

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Deal With The Devil - S01 E56

Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 56

❝Leave me alone❞

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Breaking the kiss I look up at him and into his beautiful emerald green eyes. "I'm leaving" He says and my eyes widen when he says that. "What?" I ask him. His hands are holding me close to his body, keeping me in place. But I find myself enjoying being in his arms, how is touch alone makes me shiver and never want him to let go of me. "I got a call, I have to leave for Spain in a couple of hours" He answers and I feel my heart start to feel a pang and a hint of pain. 4

"What does that mean?" I ask him. He's going away? For Spain? I don't understand it. "I had to come here to say goodbye to you. I can't leave without it" He says as his hands pull me even tighter against his body and my cheeks heat up by his actions and his words. I only look into his eyes, trying to figure them out but they are the most confused mystery I've ever tried to solve. "Why?" I ask. I barely have words to speak because of shock and confusion.

Somehow I have a bad feeling of this whole thing and that feeling is only growing stronger with each second that passes. "You matter to me, Fawn" He says as he kisses my forehead and then I feel his hands let go of me. Sebastian walks over to the door while I stand there in shock on what had just happened. "When will you be back?" I ask him. He turns around and gives me a sad look. "I don't know" He says and before I could even stop myself I run over to him and hug him tight. 18

Without knowing why I did that, I still hold him tight. My arms around him. Somehow this moment is everything to me to make my heart speed up but this is a good thing, I have this good feeling running through my whole body. "I will miss you" I whisper to him in the hug before I let go as the tears are forming in my eyes. Perhaps this shows just how much I care for him and how much I've fallen for him but that doesn't matter now, it doesn't matter to me right now because I know that I will miss him.

I break the hug and back away from him to see that he has tears in his eyes too. "Just remember, I'm doing all of this for you, Fawn" He whispers before he walks out the door, leaving me on the verge of crying and stumped by his words as I don't understand what it means. I don't follow him, just stay in the room. Standing there, unsure what had just taken place but I know that my heart feels happy yet sad and confusion, it feels many emotions and I don't understand any of it. 58

But perhaps I don't have to, all this time I've been trying to make sense of the feelings that I have inside me but maybe I don't have to understand them to feel them inside. They say the heart works in mysterious ways and they are correct and maybe I don't need to interfere with it any longer. I don't know how long has passed but my body is tired and this has been a long and confusing day to me. Walking to bed, I lie down but my doesn't stop wandering about everything that has taken place to say. 1

It seems so long ago but it only has been a couple of hours that Sebastian had joined in my bath and I baked cookies which Colt loved and Sebastian beat him up. It seems like that happened a week ago but it took place only today. I let out a rouge yawn, as my exhaustion is getting the best of me right about now. I get out of bed and turn off the lights as I had forgotten to do that before and then I lie back down again on the bed and snuggle under the covers to keep myself warm.

Closing my eyes I still find myself thinking of Sebastian. It would appear that he is taking over my thoughts but I don't mind it. I like thinking about him and now that he's leaving, I feel my heart call out to him. Begging him to be here with me, for his arms to hold me and to feel his touch on my skin. To know that he's here to protect me and be there for me. My body begs me to do be there with him, to be around him. I crave that and I long for him.

As I start to drift off into the darkness and allow the silence to drag me into it and take me somewhere for a couple of hours, I start to hear something. Slowly my eyes open but they're so tired that I can barely keep them open for long as I close them once again but I try to open them. Blurriness takes over my vision as I try to see what is going as my half open eyes can see something but I'm not sure what it is. I'm too tired to just think much of it as I want to go to sleep.

However, my eyes catch a shadow standing above me and it brings me this strange déjà vu feeling but I don't think much of it as I close my eyes once again. "I'll always protect you" A whisper pulls me even closer to the darkness as I feel it soothe me in ways that nothing else can, the voice familiar to me but my mind just does not want to process who had said those words nor do I want to as I just like this feeling that I get around this person as I'm welcomed into the darkness.