Deal With The Devil - S01 E35

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Deal With The Devil - S01 E35

Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 35

❝The eyes are the windows of the soul❞

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I don't know for how long I've been sitting here but by the time that I stand up it has been a couple of hours. I had just sat there and let the tears fall down my cheeks. At one point I stared into one of the corner and never tore my eyes of it. I might have been looking into that corner but I was never seeing it. My body aches with pain as I exit the dining room and head for the hallways. Knowing what they are doing in the guest floor, where I am staying I don't head there. 8

In truth I have no idea where I'm going nor do I care about it. I feel my heart sink lower into this ocean that I've been thrown into and there is no one coming to save me or rescue me, I'm all alone and drowning in this ocean. My legs too tired to keep on and my body too exhausted to keep my head above the surface. The waves crashing down on me and bring me down into the depths of the water where only loneliness and darkness reigns like nothing I've ever seen before.

Not knowing where I'm going I just walk the hallways, just looking straight forward but inside my mind is battling the sadness and at this point I'm not sure which part of myself is winning but I would bet the sadness. I walk until I reach a door but that isn't what catches my attention. It is what is behind the door that I'm more interested in. The door is made out of wood but it does have large windows on it and outside is the garden that I've been wanting to see and go to.

I look around to see if there is anyone there but then I realize that no one is around me and no one cares what I do. I open the door which I'm thankful is open and step outside. Feeling the fresh but cold air hit me once I'm outside feels like I've been reborn for some reason. Just being able to get out of this mansion of his makes me feel free and I'm not caged in anymore. I close the door behind me as I walk outside and I take off my heels and allow my feet to touch the soft grass. 1

My eyes tear up but this time, it's because of the fact that I feel good. I can't explain the feeling that I feel inside me now for it's like euphoria or something. Walking in the garden to see many plants and flowers, and even trees of different kind and size. Most of this being plants that I've never seen before but they do look beautiful. All of this looks beautiful. The different color flowers make this garden feel like a fairy tale from a children's storybook. And for once I don't feel like I'm lost and while I may not have been found I know that I'm not as lost anymore. 6

My fingers brush against the flowers and the plants only to feel love coming from them. The love that I've been waiting to find and now I have found it. I close my eyes and stand in the moonlight, just feeling the night and feeling it calm me down. "You have been crying" A familiar voice says behind me. I jump from being startled but I'm quick to collect myself. I don't need to turn around to see who it is. My husband, Sebastian King.

"Yes" I whisper as I hear him walk over to me and stand beside me but I continue to look at the sky, this time with open eyes. I don't want to cry and I know that I'm trying not to but I could not hold it inside me any longer. He tears me down in the worst way possible and I feel myself sinking even deeper. "Why?" He asks and for the first time I look up to see his gaze on me and I raise an eyebrow at him. Seriously, he doesn't know why I've been crying. 24

Perhaps he isn't as smart as everyone says he is. "Why do you care? It's not like you care about me" I ask him a little bit harsher than I wanted to be but he deserves this. I was crying because of him and what he did to me, all of this is because of him and him alone. His hands wrap themselves around my waist and lower back and make me face him. "I don't care about you but I'm starting to" He whispers to me and I look deep into his beautiful emeralds green eyes that make me feel emotions like never before. 97

He pulls me even more towards him until my chest is so close to touching his and I can feel his breath on skin. Shivers run up and down my whole body just by his touch alone. I gulp when my eyes go down to his lips and I feel this urge inside me to kiss him but that is wrong, right? I'm confused and hurt and I'm not sure what is going on. When my eyes meet his once again I see something in his eyes that I've never seen before and I don't recognize this look in him.

"Why?" I ask, in truth I've no idea what I was supposed to say to that as I've no idea what is even happening but somehow I don't want that to end. His hands feel so soft on my skin and when they pull me tighter in his grip, I realize that I feel safety and comfort and... love? I don't get an answer for my question but in one quick movement, he begins to lean in and before I even knew what was happening, his lips captures mine and he's kissing me. The strangest thing is, I find myself kissing back.