Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 11
Gillian cried herself to sleep, loathing the fact that Devlyn
had reduced her to an emotional cliché. All night she slept
in fits and starts, waking to find herself in a strange bed,
and then reliving over and over the humiliating scene in the
library.
He’d ruined it for her…that wonderful room. Never again
would she be able to set foot inside it. Not without remembering
the look on his face. Did he think she was trying to trap
him somehow? Surely not. He had made his position very
clear. Only a madwoman would believe she had the power
to change him.
When the alarm went off just after dawn, she lay in bed,
trying to find the courage to face the day. She didn’t have
the luxury of flouncing out of the house in a huff. The income
from this job was not mad money, it was her livelihood…
at least for now. If she was lucky, some teacher in the
region would go on maternity leave at Christmas, and Gil-
lian might get to finish out the year. And perhaps next fall
things might be better.
None of that helped her now.
At eight on the nose, a polite maid brought coffee and
scones along with juice and assorted jams. Gillian thanked
her, uncomfortably aware that the young woman no doubt
knew and worked with Doreen. It shouldn’t matter, perhaps,
but it did.
After devouring the lovely breakfast, Gillian dressed in
a professional but understated outfit. A jacket and midcalflength
skirt, dark camel, with a silk blouse in a pumpkin-andgold
paisley print. Low-heeled, dressy boots in a neutral color
finished what she now thought of as armor.
When she was ready, she sat at the lovely mirrored vanity
and looked at herself objectively. The woman staring back
at her was neatly turned out, but unexceptional. Brown hair,
brown eyes, a small gap between her front teeth because her
mom had not been able to afford braces.
Her mouth was perhaps her best feature, nicely shaped
and usually smiling. The rest of her was ordinary. Like millions
of other females in the world, she was not model material,
but neither would her face scare children. And that was
okay. She’d never yearned to be a beauty queen…except for
once in seventh grade when she’d had a crush on a boy two
years older than she was.
When she’d had the temerity to profess her undying devotion,
he’d looked at her chest and told her that boys liked
boobs.
The experience had been both heartbreaking and instructive.
From then on out, she’d set her sights on more suitable
romantic liaisons. Until now…
Running a brush through her hair, she made the mistake of
thinking about Devlyn doing the same thing with a firm but
gentle touch on the night of her accident. It would be easier
if she didn’t like him so well…if she could write him off as
an insensitive jerk.
Glancing at her watch, she jumped up with a groan. The
next few hours would require every bit of maturity and composure
she possessed. She would not allow him to see how
much last night’s aborted encounter had upset her. He’d made
his decision. As far as anyone was concerned, Gillian was
working for the Wolff family, assisting them on a project.
Nothing more.
As she stepped out into the hall, she hesitated. Devlyn had
set a time for their meeting, but not dictated a place. Which
forced her to search out the gentleman who oversaw all the
staff and to inquire of him as to Devlyn’s whereabouts.
The stuffy but efficient majordomo led her to the solarium,
a lovely foliage-filled room with three glass walls that
brought the brilliant sunshine and autumn panorama inside
a warm and cozy enclosure.
Devlyn was there before her, a sheaf of architect’s renderings
spread out on a plain wooden table. Wearing dark slacks
and a long-sleeve oxford cloth shirt with the sleeves rolled
up, he looked casual, but professional. Gillian forced herself
to walk toward him and perch a hip on one of the stools that
flanked the work surface. “Is this the school?” Stupid, Gillian.
What else would he be showing you?
He lifted his head, his eyes searching her face. “Good
morning. How did you sleep?”
“Probably better than you.” She winced inwardly. Drawing
attention to their short-lived lovemaking wasn’t productive…
not at all.
His gaze was bland, as if he hadn’t understood her sarcastic
comment. But she could swear she saw his lips twitch with
silent humor. “Take a look,” he said. “See what you think.”
She was forced to lean over the table, uneasily aware that
he was far too close given the way things had ended the night
before. She could smell his aftershave. The brush of his arm
against hers made her shiver.
Marshaling all her concentration, she glanced down at the
drawings of the new school. It was an impressive layout and
far larger than she had expected. Though her brain didn’t necessarily
work in such a fashion, she tried to visualize what it
would all look like when it was finished.
Devlyn tapped a corner of the paper with a pencil. “Well,
what do you think?”
“It’s beautiful, of course.”
“But?”
“But what?”
He sighed. “I hired you to give us direction. You’re a
teacher. You’ve been in the trenches on a daily basis. Tell
me what’s missing…what needs to be changed.”
Devlyn was right. Her expertise was what he had hired her
to contribute. She nibbled her bottom lip. “Well…”
“Don’t be bashful. I need the truth.”
“In that case, I’d flip these two wings.” She pointed to a
section of the blueprints. “The low commodes are for the kindergartners,
but you have them situated as the farthest grade
from the lunchroom.”
Devlyn nodded, his sharp gaze already assessing, dissecting.
“What else?”
“If money is not an issue, it would be great to have a portico
over the front entrance, so that on rainy days car riders
could be loaded in the dry.”
“What about the buses?”
“Generally they come to the opposite side of the school.
But since you’ll have at least five or six loading all at once,
the best you can do is park them ‘nose in’ and make the overhang
extend past the door of the bus.”
She could almost see the wheels turning in his brain.
Devlyn erased a mark and jotted a note. “Next?”
“This is a sort of selfish request, but I don’t see a teachers’
lounge. Elementary faculty members seldom have time
to use one, but it’s nice to know it’s there. You’d want enough
room for several couches, a refrigerator, a microwave…and
a couple of lunch tables.”
“Would two tables be enough?”
“Yes. They’ll be rotating in and out…and probably with
only twenty-five or thirty minutes to eat. Less than that once
they drop the kids off in the lunchroom.”
Devlyn looked shocked. “Good lord. Are you telling me
that public-school teachers don’t get the traditional hour for
lunch?”
Gillian laughed out loud. “What a lovely idea, but no. Who
do you think would watch the classes?”
“I don’t know.” He shrugged. “Monitor people, maybe.”
“If you can work that out, you’ll have potential employees
lining up in droves.”
They studied the plans for another half hour, Devlyn firing
insightful questions at her, and Gillian offering suggestions
based on her experience. But suddenly, they both fell silent.
She moved unobtrusively to the right, trying to put space
between them. Even in the midst of a business discussion,
she was far too aware of him. But what he was thinking was
a mystery.
He glanced at his watch. “I want to show you the property.
But no helicopters this time,” he said hastily.
“Good to know. Otherwise I would have been forced to
resign on the spot.”
“What do you do when you fly?”
He seemed genuinely curious. So she was stymied as to
how to explain.
“I’ve never been in an airplane, Devlyn. So it hasn’t been
as issue.”
“That’s terrible,” he said. “Can’t your doctor give you
something for the vertigo?”
“It’s not a question of medication.”
“Then what? Is it that you can’t overcome the phobia?”
She looked down at the plans, anything to avoid his gaze.
Embarrassment flushed her throat and heated her cheeks. “It’s
the money, Devlyn. My father was a carpenter. My mother
is a housekeeper. I barely made it through school on scholarships
and a variety of minimum-wage jobs. I’ve never had
the opportunity to fly.”
He was stunned. And as embarrassed as she was. Clearly,
to a Wolff, it was difficult to imagine a life where remaining
earthbound was the norm. “I apologize,” he said stiffly. “I’m
usually not so obtuse.”
“I’m not offended. And truthfully, I’d love to travel someday.
When I have the opportunity.”
She could see him struggle. To be honest, she had wondered
if the reason he was reluctant to follow through with a
physical relationship was that he recognized the differences
in their circumstances. Perhaps he imagined that she would
expect expensive gifts…or even worse, thought that she would
try to extract money from him somehow.
The incident when he was eighteen surely impacted his
ability to trust. Especially when it came to women and his
wealth. No matter how she and Devlyn tried to ignore it,
there was a definite class difference. She was Cinderella to
his Prince Charming. Though she wasn’t the one employed
by the Wolff family in a service capacity—her mother was—
the stigma remained, at least in Gillian’s mind.
Devlyn rolled up the plans and slid them into a large tube.
“The architect is meeting us at the property in half an hour.
I’ll join you in the front foyer in ten minutes.”
Gillian scrambled after him, but he had already disappeared,
swallowed up by the enormous house. She darted to
her bedroom, grabbed her purse and a notebook and spent her
final two minutes trying to remember the most direct route
to the castle’s entrance.
It wasn’t a castle, not really, but it definitely qualified as
more than a mere house. Devlyn beat her to the rendezvous
point, his gaze moody as he cooled his heels.
“Sorry,” she said. “I’m ready.”
Someone had brought the car around. She’d hoped to make
the trip in one of the roomy SUVs, a vehicle with plenty of
interior space. Instead, Devlyn had chosen to take the Aston
Martin again. She slid into the low, comfy seat and tried
to ignore the fact that his hard, masculine thigh was mere
inches away from hers. He was a big man. But the car suited
him somehow.
With a screech of gravel, they swung out of the drive and
onto the long road that twisted and turned for a good two
miles before reaching the highway below. The hands that
gripped the steering wheel were tanned and lightly dusted
with black hair. Remembering the image of those masculine
fingers, dark against her fair skin, caused Gillian’s breath
to hitch. She shifted nervously, feeling the interior shrink
even more.
Staring out the window, she searched for something to say.
“May I ask you a personal question?”
He shot her a sideways glance. “I suppose.”
“Was there a woman sometime in the past who tried to
sue you for paternity?”
His jaw was rigid, the cords in his neck standing out. “No.
What gave you that idea?”
Regretting her impulsive inquiry, she squirmed. His tone
warned her to step carefully. “It’s the baby thing. You’re so
adamant. It made me wonder.”
The sunny morning had changed without warning, heavy
cloud cover rolling in from the west. “I’ve never let any
woman have the power to put me in that position. So it hasn’t
been an issue.”
He wasn’t going to give her anything more than that. The
silence lengthened. It was almost a relief when heavy drops
of rain began to pelt the windshield. The noisy deluge masked
Gillian’s discomfort. How could she ever understand Devlyn
if he stonewalled her anytime a personal topic was broached?
On the surface, he was an extrovert…charming, affable, a
social animal.
But beneath the charismatic persona ran a vein of dark,
turbulent emotion.
She told herself it didn’t matter. Devlyn needed her skills
as a professional educator. Everything else would have to be
pushed aside if this arrangement was going to work. But she
didn’t know how to keep herself from falling for him.
The whole idea behind the new school was that it be built
very close to the tiny community of Burton. Consequently,
it didn’t take long to reach the parcel of land the Wolffs had
already acquired. A silver Porsche was parked on the side of
the road when they arrived.
Devlyn reached across Gillian’s lap and pulled a fold-up
umbrella out of the glove box. “Here,” he said. “Do you want
a rain jacket? I think I have one in the trunk.”
His face was so close to hers she could have leaned forward
a few inches and kissed him. She licked her lips. “No.
It’s not really cold. I’ll be fine.”
The car windows had fogged up almost instantly when he
cut the engine. Devlyn stared at her, his eyes stormy. The look
in them was unmistakable. He wanted her. “Gillian…I…”
She put her hand over his mouth, surprised at her daring.
“You don’t owe me any explanations, Devlyn. And just so
we’re clear on this, I’m a big girl. I’m not looking for a husband
this month…or even this year. So you’re in no danger.
I’ve done enough thinking. When you want me, all you have
to do is ask.”
Sitting back in her seat, she glanced out the window. “He’s
waiting for us. The architect.”
Devlyn cursed. “Let him wait.”
Slowly, as if trying to draw out the pleasure, he slid a hand
beneath her hair, cupping her neck and dragging her across
the console. “My leaving last night had nothing to do with not
wanting you.” His lips were cool but firm. His mouth moved
against hers as if he had never kissed a woman. The very innocence
of the caress made her crazy.
“Forget last night,” she muttered, trying to breathe. “All
I care about is today.” Tangling her fingers in his thick, soft
hair, she kissed him back.
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