Enticed - Season 1 - Episode 62

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Enticed - Season 1 - Episode 62

Me: well… Why didn’t you call?

Fadz: oh you are going to love this one… I don’t have a phone.

She seems comfortable talking to me today.
Me: you don’t have phones?

Fadz: is it surprising?

Me: you are 18 how come you don’t have a phone…

Fadz: I don’t know

Me: so besides that reason, would you have called?

Fadz: I don’t know.

Me: okay… would you be kind enough to share why you said I scare you?

Fadz: crap…

Me: what?

Fadz: do you like?


Me: I thought that was obvious, babe I like you and I want you as my girl.

Fadz: that is the problem…

Me: hold up… will I be your first boyfriend?
She laughed until she cried but something told me that it’s not because it was funny. After she kept quite she wiped her tears and looked at me.

Fadz: no… you will not be my first boyfriend, I have a total of about five Ex-boyfriends… my first boyfriend, John…

She looked at her fingers and took a deep breath. She was trembling.


Fadz: I loved him, I loved that guy to bits, I loved him to a point where I gave him everything, and by everything I mean even my innocence. I was fourteen and he was eighteen

She paused to look at me and I maintained eye contact as I listened to her story

Fadz: my fear of losing him was at a 100% level because he was at a senior school and I was just a junior so I kept on giving him what he wanted.

She looked at me then slightly laughed and looked outside the window. I stopped besides the road to listen to her.


Fadz: One day I found out that I was two and a half months pregnant with his child, he dumped me and denied ever being my boyfriend… I was so heart broken, when I thought about the disappointment and the shame that I was going to bring to my parents I wanted to commit suicide, my sister found out about my pregnancy and she helped me do a backstreet abortion… I fell sick, it was painful. But I just tolerated the pain and told my mom that I had a stomach bug. My sister… she took care of me throughout this time.
She paused to take a deep breath and a glimpse at me.

Fadz: So after that I decided to never invest my feelings in any relationships and in all my relationships I have always been the one who gets dumped because I refuse to give them sex and you know what I didn’t care because I tell them what ever the hell I feel like saying… and then you came, and you know what you did right. You evoked all those feelings, it doesn’t matter how much I tried to hide them, you just…


She looked at me with mixed emotions in her eyes.

Fadz: ever since that time you kissed me, you got stuck to my head and I find myself everywhere… and I try to pick up myself up but I just can’t and it scares me because I think I am going back to that time when I was with john and I can’t take it anymore because you are not even my boyfriend yet and I already feel so messed up because i am trying by all means to stop my feelings from…. (Got cut off)

Me: Fadz… calm down.

She was talking fast and nonstop, I am pretty sure her words just came straight from the brain unfiltered because her sentences where not making any sense but I understood what she wanted to say. I noticed how she was holding her breath waiting for me to reply her.

Me: breathe…

She took a deep breath

Fadz: so you know why I have been trying to avoid you.

Me: yes I do

Fadz: I guess you don’t like me anymore

Me: why do you say that?

Fadz: because I am used goods

Me: don’t ever refer to yourself to that okay… Fadz, I like you and I don’t think your past is going to change that. I am not going to run away because you had sex with an a-----e then fell pregnant and committed abortion. i only want you to give me a chance and I will show you that not all guys are the same.

Fadz: he also said he was just asking for a chance

Me: I am not him.

I maintained eye contact with her, I wanted her to know that I am not this John guy and I won’t hurt her like she did but her eyes were full of mixed emotions, uncertainty and confusion. I gave her a kiss and she responded quite well.

Fadz: please just don’t hurt me.

I smiled… I did it… I did it… electric sparks were flying around in my brain and my heart was dancing hip hop. She is my girl and won’t let go like I did with Trisha. I am going to take care of her and give her unlimited love. I grabbed her lips again and gave a passionate deep kiss.