His sexual addiction - S01 E34

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His sexual addiction - S01 E34

Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 34

GIDEON’S FEELING.

AVERY*

It’s been two days I’ve been in Gideon’s room, and I haven’t seen the broad day light. Not even taken my bath yet and I smell just like a pig dung.

According to him, he said the entire mansion is been secured by the guards and there was no way out or in for me. This whole thing is just displa-ying like a movie to me, as if I was a chased criminal or something.

Every morning I wake up from sleep, I find myself laying on his be-d. I have never gotten on his be-d in my own free will but how I ended up there, is some thing I still don’t know. Or, is he the one who always put me there?

I dressed up the be-d I la-id, quietly sweeping the floor to avoid causing noise with it. There was a little knock on the door, I hesitated to open the door until I heard the whisper of his voice. “Avery, it’s me, Gideon.”

“Oh, Gideon.” I quic-kly opened the door for him to enter. “What took you so long?” I asked.

“I went to see Stella.” He answered.

“Stella?” I wi-de-ned my eyes in happiness. “How is she?” I asked.

“She is fine. She s£nds her greetings to you.”

I sigh in relief. “Oh, thank goodness.”

“She said I should give you this.” He handed over the cloth he was holding.

“There are guards everywhere, how can I take my bath?”

“Don’t worry about it. There are no guards at the bathroom. I’ll esc-rt you there while you take your bath while the weather is still dark.”

I nodded my head.

“Come on.”

We left to the toilet. The whole lights were out. “it’s dark here, what if there are guards on watch?” I whispered.

“Don’t be scared, there is no one in there.” He replied back in a whisper.

I folded the new cloth Stella had brou-ght for me while I went into one of the bathroom. I turned on the shower letting the cold water fall on my skin. I can’t believe I haven’t had a cool bath for two days now and it’s all because I am hiding from Madam Dacia’s threat.

I applied the bar of soap on my skin, softly mas-saging it all over my b©dy. And on my hair, I ran my hands at every corner of it, rinsing it with the water that poured on my b©dy.

I heard the sound of footstep. I immediately turned the shower off to listen. I kept hearing it as it c@m£ closer to the p@rticular bathroom I was.

I ru-bbe-d off the droplets of water on my face, gently shifting the curtain aside.

“Gideon?” I whispered. “Gideon, is that you?” I called again.

But I didn’t get any response. “Gid…” I almost said the word when someone barged into the same bathroom I stayed, quic-kly shifting the curtain close.

He covered my mouth with his hand, pu-lling me close to his b©dy. I was p@n-ting heavily for so many reasons.

First, the way this figure entered, got my heart flying to my throat. Second, I was still stake n-ked and not just that… his other hand was on my brea-sts.

I started hearing voices with t©uçh lights. “I thought I heard the sound of water splashing.” One of them said.

“It’s probably one of the guards. No one is here.” Another concluded. “Come on let’s go.”

They all left the bathroom, and every where was back to its total darkness. I tapped the hand he had used to hold my brea-st, “Sorry,” he apologized taking it off.

“Who are they?” I asked the figure who turns out to be Gideon.

“They are among the watch guards. They are mostly the strict one’s Madam Dacia hired for cases like this. If they had found out that you are here, they’d have the both of us reported.”

“But you said no one was going to come here.”

“I did, but the sound of the shower brou-ght them here. Are you done bathing?” he asked.

“Yes but still nee-d to get dressed first. Turn around.”

Thankfully it’s dark, so he won’t be able to see my n-kedness. I rushed as I pu-ll-ed myself into the long go-wn, Zi-pping the Zi-pper with immediate effect. “I’m done.” I notified.

“Let’s get out of here.” We ti-p toed out of the bathroom back to his room. My hair still looked messy, and the left over droplets from my hair stained a p@rt of the go-wn.

We didn’t say anything to each other. We were quiet like couples who just had an argument. What happened back at the bathroom, that was almost close.

Damn risky and not only I, but Gideon would have gotten into trouble.

He t©uçhed my brea-st? This p@rt of the event was something that my mind can’t easily get over with.

And even till now, I still felt like his hands were still on me. Crazy thinkings has started to cloud my mind, imaginations I wish not to have in my head.

And I was like, what if it was broad day, he would see my pride and maybe…

Just maybe… something no one ever wishes for might end up happening.

“Avery…” he paused. “I’m sorry about earlier. I mean, what happened in the bathroom.”

Was he thinking what I was thinking?

“it’s nothing. You didn’t do that intentionally, I un-derstand.”

“Thank you.”

“So,” I said, changing the t©pic. “Aren’t you gonna get yourself in trouble if they find out your’e still in your room?”

“It isn’t day yet, no one will know.”

I rose my eyes at him. “Seriously?”

“Just kidding. I’m off now. Remember, don’t open the door for anyone.” He reminded.

“You don’t have to keep reminding me of that over and over and over again.”

“I’m only trying to protect you, Avery. I don’t know why, but I feel like your safety won’t be for long.”

The fear which had long gone disappeared from me c@m£ again. And it was like the earth had come to an end for me.

I took a de-ep breath, maybe I didn’t hear what he had said correctly or maybe, my br@in was too fast to interprete what he had just said.

“I knew it. Gideon, if this is what your instincts tells you, then you have to let me go. You might end up getting into trouble too.”

“Avery, I don’t care whatever it is The Mistress will do to me, as far as you are alive, I am happy. If she has to kill you, then she kills me too.” He said, walking closer to me.

“Gideon…”

“I’m not complaining, Avery, it’s my choice.”

He placed a hand on my cheek, ru-bbing it dearly. I wanted to take it off, but I couldn’t. I could feel it, the feeling was mutual.

It was as if every move he made on my face, eased the fear in me. For the first time since my twenty one years, I was growing this new feeling in me, one I can’t really explain.

I was beginning to see more reasons why I have to trust him. Even though I know my time is almost near, I won’t have to regret these few times I have spent with him and yet to spend with him. “Avery…”

“I’ll be fine. Don’t worry about me.” I as-sured him, but de-ep inside me, I was so scared. It was easier to say the word ‘Death’ but not so easy to accept it.

He moves his head at both sides, “It’s not that simple, Avery. She’s gonna take you and he…” he paused, “he’s gonna drink from you until you are dead. Avery, I don’t want you to go. I don’t want to loose you, cause I don’t think I am re-ady to.”

I stared at him speechless, since we knew each other, he has never sounded this serious before. And not to talk about his feelings, he never showed he actually have a heart for love until now.

“Gideon…”

“plea-se… just listen to me. You definitely don’t know how long I have always wanted to tell you this. But… I was so scared if you’d listen to me. Even if you don’t, I don’t wanna die with it all to myself. Every night when I watch you sleep, I always wish I can have you. I always wish I can watch you sleep for the rest of my life, and I won’t have to mind about anything or anyone.

But when I remember how much you hate me, I lose hope to have you. And with all this happening, I feel scared I’d have to loose you even before I can ever admit my feelings to you. Avery, I love you so much. I have always loved you with my whole life.”

I could feel the tears as they rolled out of my eyes. I’ve never thought I’d love and be loved. Not in this life without freedom, and especially not in this mansion.

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