Accidental Sex with Mr control freak - S01 E17

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Accidental Sex with Mr control freak - S01 E17

Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 17

Hazel’s POV

Kurt keeps driving untill he arrives at a… Carnival?. I love carnivals but I thought he’d take me to a fancy restaurant, I prefer this to those restaurants.
“Kurt, why didn’t you tell me you are bringing me to a carnival?”

“Y-you don’t like it?” He asks.
“No. I love it!” I exclaims and happily gives him a side hvg.
I open the door and jump out of the car. Kurt steps out too and quic-kly comes to my side.

“Thank God you like it. I was worried you curse me for bringing you here”
I look at him as if he’s grown two heads.

“So Mr Egan, what should we do first?” I asked.

“I don’t know, I’ve never been to carnivals before” he said.
” Really?” I asked.
He nod.

” Not even when you were a kid?”

He nod again.

“Why? Kids love carnivals!” I said.

“That’s if their parents could afford it” he said, his tone sad.
“Don’t Tell me your parents are the world’s most poorest people, that they can’t even afford to take their kid to a carnival” I said expecting him to say something.

But Kurt didn’t say anything, he’s just looking at some kids pla-ying on a swing. His expression sad and full of pain.
Just what exactly happened to this guy?

Well I’ll know that soon, since we are getting closer. I gr-ab his hand and points at the ferris wheel.

“How about we ride on the ferris wheel?”

He looks at it and his eyes grows wi-de.

” That?” He asked. I nod smiling. “No. That is too high, what if we get stuck?” He said in a shaky voice.

Hmm. So the fearless Kurt Egan is not as fierce as people think he is.

Now that I know he’s scared of heights, I’m so gonna torture him.

I pu-ll him towards the ferris wheel.

“Come on, we’re not gonna get stuck” I said.

He didn’t say anything more, he just follow me silently. I can feel him staring at me as we go.

When get to the wheel, he st©ps and turn me to face him.
“I’m not going on that thing” he said. Then he points to a merry go round. “Why don’t we ride on that one instead”
I huff.

“That one is too childish. plea-se let go on the ferris wheel, pretty plea-se with a cherry on t©p!” I said and give him my best puppy eyes, I pout.

He looks at me, then back to the ferris wheel. He sighs.

“You have to promise me, that you’ll say yes to whatever request I’ll make tonight. Then, only then, will I go on that thing with you” he said.

I think about it for a while, then I nod in agreement. His request can’t be that ha-rd to offer.

He leans forward and place a k!sson my forehead, I look at him in shock.

Why did he just decide to k!ssme randomly? What a weirdo.

We got in the ferris wheel, and it starts to move. Kurt grip my arm very ti-ght, I begin to laugh at him.

Sometimes I’ll threaten him by putting half of my b©dy out, he’ll pu-ll me back quic-kly.

The wheel continues moving until it stuck. Kurt look down and turn to me with his eyes wi-de-ned in fear.

“Don’t look down, Hazel” he said.

“Why?” I asked and look down. Kurt pu-lls me back almost immediately.

“I told you we’d get stuck” he said.

His breathing bec@m£ rou-gh, he’s breathing heavily and ra-pidly. He is having a panic attack.

Oh God! This is not good.
“Kurt look at me! Look at me! We’re fine, nothing is gonna happen”

“Tiffany! Ti…. Tiffany… ” He chants.

I think this just triggered something in his past. I shouldn’t have f0rç£d him to ride on the I think this just triggered something in his past. I shouldn’t have f0rç£d him to ride on the wheel.

“No! No! Get down! Tiffany!” He continues to chant.

I nee-d to keep him calm until this thing start moving again.
I crash myl-ips on his, I begin to move myl-ips against his, ru-bbing his back as I k!sshim. Slowly he start to calm down.
Fortunately, the wheel start moving again. I break the k!ss, Kurt look at me with…. Pride?.
Finally we got out of the wheel.
“Thanks, Hazel for keeping me calm” he said.

“No don’t thank me. It’s my fault, I shouldn’t have f0rç£d you to ride on the wheel” I said.
I didn’t know it’s related to his past.

” Don’t blame yourself. I want to forget, and I nee-d you to forget”

What does he mean?.
I take in a long, de-ep breath. Maybe I should just ask him straight, he might tell me if I ask.

“Kurt, what happened to you? Why do you always have nightmares if you skip taking your meds?”

I know I’m crossing a line here, but I just can’t keep it in anymore. I nee-d to know.
He sighs.

“If you wanna know what happened to me, then you have to be mine” he said.

” Huh? Be yours?”
” Yes”. He paused then continue. “Honestly Hazel, I’ve always love you from the start. I thought if I continue to be cold towards you, then I can bury what I’m feeling. But the more I tried to be cold, the stronger my feelings become” he said.

” Kurt…. ”
” Let me finish. Do you know why I don’t let anyone get close to me?” I shake my head. “Because I’m scared that they’ll leave me at the end of the day. That’s why I didn’t want to get closer to you, but I can’t hold back anymore. I can’t let my fears get in the way of my future, and I think you’re my future. Hazel, plea-se be Mine”
I just stare at him speechless. He’s pouring his heart out to me, but I’m not here to do relationsh!pwith him.

“I can’t promise you the whole world, Hazel. But I swear that my love for you is true, I’ve never felt this way before. Never. You’re the one ma-king me feel this way, so plea-se be Mine”

Him confessing to me just made me realize that I have also always love him from the very start, from the night I gave my v-card to him.

But I thought I’d never see him again, I didn’t expect he’d be my boss.

I have also begin denying my feelings, Everytime I k!sshim, I feel like I shouldn’t st©p.

But when I think of how many lives he’s destroyed, I can’t help but conceal my feelings.
Loving him would be a Betrayal to those innocent lives, he’s a bad man. I just nee-d to say yes, so that I can know his secrets and leave.

Yes, I’m doing this for those poor lives.

“Hazel, plea-se say yes. I promise I’ll treat you right” he said.

I close my eyes. Okay… Here we go, I’m doing this for good reasons.

“Yes”
“plea-se, Hazel I… Wait you said yes?” He asks.
I nod.

“Yes, but you have to open up to me. You have to trust me” I said.

“I’ll open up to you, but I’ll do it bit by bit”

I think about it for a moment, it’s a fair deal. Then I nod, he leans forward and crashes hisl-ips on mine.

Though the k!ssis brief, but I got his message.

I’m tired and I nee-d to go home right now, going on two d@t£s in one day is kinda stressful.

“Kurt, can we go home now?” I asked. I yawn sleepily.
“Are you tired?”

I nod. He gr-abs my hand and leads me back to his car. He opens the door for me and I enter.

He rounds the car and enter the driver’s seat, he turns to me with a smile.

Smiling suits him a lot, it makes him look younger.

“Kurt, who’s Tiffany?” I asked.
His grip on the steering wheel ti-ght£ñ, his knuckles turned white and his gaze ha-rd en.
Uh-oh. I guess I shouldn’t have ask him that question.

“I’m sorry, you don’t have answer. It’s just you always chant that name in your nightmares or when you’re having panic attacks” I said.
He looks at me and his gaze softens.

“I can tell you about her” he said.

I look at him eagerly.
“Tiffany, she was my little sister. She died when she was just 5years old” he said.
” I’m sorry, Kurt”
He laughs but it doesn’t reach his eyes.

“She fell off the ferris wheel. Actually, she was pushed off it, by one of those rich kids. Tiffany always love having fun, I mean kids love having fun, and Tiffany was no different. My parents couldn’t afford taking us to carnivals, and Tiffany wanted to come so badly. She would cry and plead with my parents to take her, but they didn’t. So I worked and saved some money, it was her birthday and I wanted to surprise her with what she’s always dreamed of. So I brou-ght her to a carnival, she was so excited. But unfortunately, I didn’t have enough money, so she could only ride on the wheel. I was down waiting for her, so I don’t know what happened. But I saw my sister falling down from the t©p of the wheel. I couldn’t catch, nob©dy could. So she fell down and went unconscious. Luckily, she was alive, but her legs were crippled” he st©p and take in de-ep breaths.
Oh my God! I feel so sorry for Tiffany. Maybe this is the reason he is cold.

“I’m sorry, Kurt” I said.

Then it was silent for a moment, none of us said anything.

“Is that why you are cold and shut everyone out?” I asked.
He shakes his head and clenched his jaw, grinding his teeth against each other.
I can see hatred in his eyes.
“What made me this way is far worse than that” he said. “But I don’t want to talk about it now”
I know I can’t push him further, or he might get suspicious. But at least, I have known half of his story. This can help Miranda for now.
“You don’t have to talk about it. Let’s go home” I said.
“Home!” He whispers, then turn to me. “I like the sound of that” he said and k!$$£d my cheek.
I blus-h a little. He’s sweet but bad, I can’t love a bad man.

He starts the car and drove off.

*******

After a few minutes drive, we arrive at the mansion. We step out of the car and head in, we head upstairs to our rooms.

I was heading to my room when Kurt st©p me.

“Where are you going?”
“To my room” I answered and look at him feeling confused.
” Nah, you’ll sleep in my room tonight” he said.

“Why?”
“Because you’re my girlfriend, or are planning on going back on your word?. Besides, I nee-d you next to me, what if my nightmares come again? How will I wake up?”
Hmm. He is blackmailing me.
” Then remember to take your meds” I said.
” No. It’s you I nee-d not the meds” he said.

Kurt is clingy, I kinda un-derstand why though.
” Fine. I should go get changed first” I said.
“Ok. Wear that red nightie, I like it”
I raise my brows at him.
“I thought you didn’t like it last time I wore it”
“That’s because James was here. I don’t like it when other men drool over you” he said.
I shake my head. This guy is impossible.

” Whatever. I’ll be back in a few” I said.

“I’ll be waiting”
I head to my room. I str!pped off my clothes and rush into the bathroom. After taking a cold bath, I wore my nightie, then sit on my be-d.

I take out my phone to FaceTime Miranda.

“Howdy girl” she said immediately her face pops up.
“I’m good” I reply.
“So what have you got for me?” She asks.

I tell her about Tiffany. I tell her everything just as Kurt has told me.

“Thanks babe, you’re a gods£nd. This will help me for now, but plea-se be sure to get him to tell you the other half of the story. My boss is kinda coming down on me” she said.
” I’ll try. I…. ” I’m interrupted by a knock on my door.

That must be Kurt.

“Miranda, I have to go Kurt is here”
“Ok, we’ll talk tomorrow” she said.

I turn off my phone and head to open the door.

I open the door and Kurt stands by the frame. He’s alre-ady in his sweatp@n-ts and blue t-shi-t.

“What kept you so long, Angel?”
“Angel?” I asked.

“Yes. I hear guys calling their girlfriends sweet names, so I decided to call this” he answered, I can see blus-h creeping up his face.

I laugh.

“You’re so cute” I said.
“I’m not cute, I’m h0t and S-xy” he said.

“Yeah, right” I mocked him.
” You don’t believe me?”
” I do, Kurt”
He laughs and pu-ll me closer to his che-st and pe-ck myl-ips.

” Come on. I’m feeling sleepy” he said.

“Alright”

We head towards his room.
Now that I’ve agreed to be his girlfriend, I’ll do everything I can to get him to tell me the story about his past.