Bye Bye Virginity - S01 E12

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Bye Bye Virginity - S01 E12

Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 12

Trent and I moved into the living room finding ourselves a spot on the couch. I sat on one end while Trent sat on the other. The fireplace was burning brightly illuminating the dark room in which all the windows were covered with maroon coloured curtains blocking out the sun.

I looked over at my older brother, visually scanning his body. He didn't look gay, he didn't act gay and as much as I really didn't care it was still so hard to believe that my brother was actually attracted to men. My brother was a jock, he played football and was actually good at it, all his friends were guys and he didn't care about how he looked. Some days he'd get out of bed and grab clothes off the floor, throw them on and leave for school.

All my life I thought gay guys were all flamboyant, do their hair in the morning, put make up on and say things like Oh. My. God. And No she didn't. You know, only had girlfriends and giggled when a hot guy walked by, tried to change their voice into a high-pitched screech. But Trent's not like that, he is the complete opposite, he acts and looks and is like any other straight man. He knows everything there is to know about cars and trucks; I mean he actually rebuilt his own 72 Chevy all by himself!

I think that's why the fact that my brother is gay bugs me so much. Usually when someone close to you is gay, you know it, even if they don't admit it, you and everyone else still know the truth. Though, it's not like that with Trent; if I were to even try to tell anyone Trent's gay no one would believe me, I doubt anyone would even believe him if he said it!

"What are you thinking about?" Trent voice broke my thought, he sounded sad and yet his voice was almost shaky. "A good way to get rid of me, to disown your gay brother?"

"Oh shut up Trent!" I said as I threw a side pillow from the couch at him. "Stop feeling sorry for yourself, you're gay! What's the big deal? Half the population of the world is gay nowadays!"

"Does that means you're gay to?" Trent said jokingly, "That would make it so much easier to tell mom and dad. I can be like, 'Mom, Dad...I'm gay.' Then they'll say, 'What?!' And I'll be like 'So is Stasee!!' and point my finger as you all dramatically."

I started laughing at my brother's lame joke before adding, "No Trent I'm not gay, remember I'm Damen's 'Craaazzzzy Stalkkkerrrr!'" I said sarcastically.

"Okay, Stasee..." Suddenly his voice went completely serious. "If you aren't stalking Damen, then what is going on, why do you keep asking about him and trying to talk to him at school?"

I completely stopped laughing as I stared at my brother in shock, I wasn't expecting him to ask me that and I hadn't decided on whether or not I wanted to tell him the truth. Before I didn't want to tell him because I figured he'd hunt Damen down and kick his ass, but now that I know Trent's gay I'm pretty sure he wouldn't risk breaking a nail just to punch some guy out. I'm scared to tell Trent because from his reaction earlier I'm pretty sure my brother likes the same guy that I do. I don't know how he would react if he found out what truly happened between Damen and I.