Forbidden Desire - S01 E31
Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 31
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From Caleb’s point of view.
Ever fallen in love with someone you aren’t allowed to fall in love with?
Well, unfortunately, I am currently in that mess. And it hurts so bad to find myself falling for her despite knowing that my desires and feelings towards her are truly forbidden.
Although, I’m fully aware that sinful and forbidden desires or pleasures are like poisoned bread. That may satisfy the appetite for the moment but has death in them at the end.
And even though my mind knows the difference between wanting what you can’t have and wanting what you shouldn’t want. My heart keeps telling me that what I feel for her is the best and greatest feeling I have ever had.
And that’s why I find myself longing and desiring for the forbidden.
And at this point, I’m confused about what to do.
Daniella was never supposed to mean this much to me. And I was never supposed to fall so hard for her knowing that she is married and that it is forbidden. But unfortunately, there is a charm about the forbidden that makes it unspeakably desirable and irresistible.
Experience has proven that Love, feelings and desires that are forbidden, last the longest, hurt the deepest, and feel the strongest. But forbidden love and desires are delicious.
Especially when you can’t help yourself from falling. Even though you know you are not supposed to.
Now to the current issue on ground, I am aware that one might be wondering why I Kissed Daniella’s lips despite knowing that she was married to my friend.
Some will stay wondering if I had long had feelings for her all these while.
And Some might even begin to wonder why I did what I did when I already have a fiancee.
But it all boils down to the same thing I’ve been saying all this while. I did it because I couldn’t control my emotions around her anymore.
And yes, I know my desire for her is truly forbidden. I know it’s a sacrilege. I know it’s disgusting as it sounds. But unfortunately for me, I can’t stop longing and desiring that which is forbidden.
I know what I’m doing Is so wrong but then, no one should blame me. And that’s because I have never cast a second glance at Daniella throughout her dating days with Nathan.
And I kept my distance while they were married for five years.
But something changed the moment Nathan made me cross that line. Ever since I had a taste of Daniella, I just couldn’t get her off my mind.
Don’t get it twisted. It’s not about her body. I’ve come to love everything about her.
I know how disgusting this might sound. But believe me, there’s something in Daniella that calls out to me. And I am sure she hasn’t realized that yet.
And just so you know, you are free to see me as an evil person, a bad friend, a wife snatcher, and all that. But the truth is, I won’t back out because there’s a charm about the forbidden that makes it unspeakably desirable.
I know you won’t understand me. But unfortunately, I really wish you don’t. Because, only I know what I feel and what I see in Daniella that people like Nathan will never get to see.
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