Ekaete - S01 E08

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Ekaete - S01 E08

Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 8

I was at our parents’ home. I wouldn’t want to leave my Dad alone in the house after mom’s demise. I stood on my bare feet in the middle of my room. My old room before I moved out of parent’s house. I took my gloves off and threw them in some dark corner in my closet. I scratched furiously up and down my arms, irritated that my father had forced me to wear gloves even if it wasn’t too cold out. He’s a fashion man. He likes doing his stuff with swag.

I went inside the kitchen, prepared what to eat. Dinner that night was quiet. It was to be expected. My father and I had said nothing to each other since we got home. John did not come home that night. He was married and living with his family.

Finally, my father spoke.

Dad: “You’re not eating much.”

The silence was awkward. I didn’t know what to say.

My father cleared his throat.

Dad: “You looked nice today. At the funeral.” “It was kind of warm.” “Because of the gloves. I know you didn’t want to wear them. I’m glad you did.”

That didn’t touched me. I felt I was missing my mom. i never missed her before her death. Something just hit me that i’ve lost a good treasure of life. That was when I really felt for my Dad. His heartrobe is gone. He will be missing her for the rest of his life. Mom died of Cancer. No one could save her.

Me: “I’m sorry, Dad.” I’m feeling for you. You will be so lonely now since mom is gone.

I looked up at my father. Looked into his almost-crying eyes. I wondered if he ever did cry.

Me: “Can I sleep with you tonight? We could stay up and talk about her if you like.”

My father nodded silently. He almost smiled, but this wasn’t a time for smiling.

Question: Hmmm… Gbese ree oooo! What’s gonna happen if Ekaette sleep inside that house?

You can’t really help who you’re attracted to, but what if the person you’re the most attracted to ever happens to be a blood relative? Like your father? Such was nothing but my case.

I know it wasn’t easy to come out of the closet and confess something as bizarre as this. Yes, I am a nymph and I have no shame admitting it. S:ex might be a normal phenomenon for most human beings but for me, it’s ALL that I want in Life.

Strangely, I don’t even need the temptation to feel sexually aroused, like men, I am ready for some action in the bed ALL THE TIME. Morning, Afternoon, evening or night, I don’t seem to be getting enough of it. Sigh!!! Well, I know after reading my story on adelove.com, you may think I possess animal instincts and feelings do not hold any importance in my life. Whatever you say, guess I have left behind this fear of being judged and that too for something that I love to indulge in and that makes me happy in life.

I have been having se.xual fantasies about my dad. it has become more an addiction to m———-n. I think I’m lucky having him now that mom is gone. I could recollect when I was a teenager, My Dad will always want me sleep with them in their room. My Mom can sleep inside water without waking up till following morning. Each time my dad would take a shower at night I would peek in through the door and watching him naked. I was curious to see his ‘thing’. This became a nightly thing and my dad did not know, same with my mom. I began to have se.xual desires for him and think about se.x alot. A few months later i found a video tape in a taped up box – it was a home video my parents made, having s.ex. it was summer and i watched it every day for like a month and stated to mastu..rbate. I did have this feeling of taking my mom’s place for him.

When I clocked 18, We did talk about se.x but kinda danced around this and I never told him how I really felt. My dad began to wonder about this and we had many talks about se.x and stuff. I was doing everything to turn him on like letting him catch me naked in my bed room and wearing revealing clothes at night. All proved abortive.