Deal With The Devil - S01 E125

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Deal With The Devil - S01 E125

Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 125

Bonus Chapter

❝The wedding night❞

Fawn King

Part 3

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I sigh with happiness as I stare from the hotel room over the city. "Iceland is so beautiful" I say to him. Sebastian stands beside me with his hands holding me close to him. All day he's found every single excuse to touch my body in some way. Not that I can complain about it. I like it. I've been needing his touch all day, every second of every minute of every hour. "I can think of a couple of things that are more beautiful" Sebastian says. I tear my gaze from the view and playfully glare at him.

"So, I'm an object now? Huh? I thought I was your wife" I say and raise an eyebrow at him. Playfully and both of us know it. He chuckles. He tugs me a bit and makes me turn to face him instead of just my head. "Say it again" He whispers to me. His voice sends shivers down my spine. For all the right reasons. "What?" I ask. My voice low as I can barely find my voice at the moment. "That you're my wife" He says to me.

I scoff but laugh at the end. "I'm your wife, Sebastian King. I have been for awhile" I tell him, he should have known that. He made the deal in the first place. "That doesn't count" He tells me. "Now, I have to spend every moment with my wife" Sebastian says. I cock my head to the side and eye him. "You have to?" I ask him. Is it just me or does he keep saying the wrong thing? He chuckles. "Want. I want to spend time with my wife" He says. "Better" I say and smile at him.

He begins to tickle me and I can't help but laugh. "Stop" I try to say. It comes out muffled from laughter. The smile on my face is real and true and only for the two of us. Then he picks me up and throws me over his shoulders. "Bash, what are you doing?" I nearly yell at him, still while laughing and smiling and hanging upside down. On the upside, I get a closer look at his butt which is cute and round and something that I want to touch. "What does it look like?" He asks me. Sebastian has started to laugh as well. 2

Sebastian puts me down on the bed, he's careful while he does so. And then he goes on the bed as well, on top of me. He doesn't touch my body, but he looks down at me. I can see the desire in his eyes. I'm sure it is the same as in my eyes. This moment is what I have looked forward to, and still at the same time I've dreaded it. I'm nineteen. I should have lost my virginity a long time and I should not be afraid. But, I am. I can't even understand why I'm afraid.

Our eyes meet and they stay that way. Slowly his hand reaches over to my cheek and caresses it. Then he leans down and presses his lips against mine. The kiss is short and when he lifts his head up again, I can see in his eyes that he truly wants this. I gulp. "I'm ready" I tell him. He sighs. We both know that I'm afraid. The words have not been spoken, but he knows me better than anyone. He knows that I'm afraid of this. "I will be gentle, if you don't want to do this, we can do other things. Making love doesn't have to involve just that one thing" Sebastian says to me in a kind voice.

I smile. "I want this, I'm ready. I mean it" I tell him. For days I've been convincing myself that I'm ready for this, that I can do this. I'm stupid for not having done this sooner, I'm stupid for not having had sex before. To him, I'm just inexperienced while he knows everything. He leans down and lightly kisses my lips. "Let go of your thoughts, my love and just live in the moment. Banish all the thoughts and be with me. Only me" He whispers so softly to me.

I can hear only his words. The smile becomes wider. His hands reach for my shirt and undresses my body. Leaving me only in my bra and then he removes my jeans. Only in my underwear I find the shivers run up and down my entire body. I gulp. His eyes have not left mine. He begins to kiss my neck. The smallest moan leaves my lips. My entire body finds this feeling running through me. Slowly buzzing but increasing. It excites me, everywhere.

Between my legs I find that I'm throbbing. "You can't have all the fun" I whisper. I reach and begin to unbutton his suit. He chuckles and helps me. "I suppose not" He says. Once he's wearing only his boxers and I'm only in my underwear. He kisses me again. So deeply and so passionately. His hands travel everywhere on my body until the reach my back where he unclasp my bra and slowly removes it. Then his face lifts up and he looks at my chest, at my breasts. "You're beautiful" He says. My cheeks redden, but I know this is only the beginning.

Removing my underwear, his fingers grace against my clit. The feeling of pleasure runs through me, along with shivers. Never have I felt this way. I smile at him. His eyes never leave mine. "Relax, my love. I will be gentle" He says. One of his fingers then enter me and I gasp. He's slow while using his fingers. He smiles down at me. The desire in his eyes is far too much. The pleasure that runs through me is nothing like I've ever felt. And then he moves his fingers in ways that make me come undone in every way possible. The pleasures that only he can give me is just about to begin.

I WANT TO MAKE ONE THING CLEAR! This story is not 365 days nor is it similar because Sebastian specifically said END OF THE YEAR and in this book they got married in JUNE which means she has HALF a year NOT a full year. This story was written last year and I had NEVER even heard about 365 days nor did I know it existed and it if is SIMILAR in any shape or form then it is pure coincidence. Please stop HATING on this book because it reminds you of something else and I never intended for it to be like that and I truly did not base this story on that book.

Here is the paragraph where you can see what he says:

I give him a disgusting look and I'm sure with my horrid appearance at the moment I look like a monster of some sort. "I would like to make a deal with you and it is a quite simply deal and I'm sure even you can understand it. The deal is that is I am able to make you fall in love with me before the end of the year then this marriage is unbreakable but if I do not manage that by the end of the year then you are free to divorce me all you like and move on with your pathetic life as it were before" He says.

It is not implied that she has a WHOLE year and it could mean one month and it could mean nine months but she had about HALF a year as they did get married in June and this is even some time after the wedding. PLEASE STOP saying it is like something else because it isn't. THIS IS MY BOOK AND MY STORY AND BASED ON MY LIFE AND IMAGINATION!

AND FOR ALL OF YOU WHO SAY FAWN IS WEAK! I want to tell you that her character and her personality is based off myself and yes I AM weak because I have been suffering trauma and depression and PTSD and I don't fight back and I'm weak for it and having people say that someone thing I based a character on makes me feel horrible and I already have a LOW SELF-ESTEEM. Writing this book helped me put out the feelings that I have and I can't BELIVE that I have to do this but I BEG of you to STOP with the HATE. I can't take it anymore, I'm so close to breaking down.

I wrote Deal With The Devil because I may not have been married to a man I don't know but I feel equally as TRAPPED in my life and I hate it. I wanted to put these feelings out because I suffer DEPRESSION and SELF LOATHING and feeling that bad about myself makes me feel like I'm trapped in a place where there is no way out. And writing that deal is something helping me realize that sometimes taking the first step and accepting the pain and sacrificing something for freedom because that is all I want. I WANT TO BE FREE! I want to live my life the way that I want.

I feel like there are CHAINS that hold me down and I can't breathe, it suffocates me to the point that I don't WANT TO LIVE but I want to be FREE and I want to live and I want to fight and that is what this book represents to me. I NEVER wrote this to shame the female gender or to make women WEAK but I wrote this to BREAK free of my cage and SPREADING my wings.

All of those HATE comments and messages that I get EVERY SINGLE DAY are only tearing me down and I can't take it anymore. If you have something bad you want to say, LEAVE and DON'T READ IT. No one is forcing you to read my book and if you don't like something, then LEAVE.

Thank you all for reading and understanding,

Bjorg Halla 20