Deal With The Devil - S01 E92

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Deal With The Devil - S01 E92

Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 92

Chapter 92

❝Hot chocolate dream❞

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When Sebastian has finished his story it is as if I'm seeing him in another light and I understand a bit better why he is the way that he is. Why he is so cruel and why he has been called the Devil. That name brings nothing more than disgust when I think about it now and I hate hearing it. After I've learned why he has been called the Devil, I wish I could help him in some ways. But, all that I can do is hold his hand and lean on his shoulder. 2

Let him know that I'm there for him and I'm not leaving... but maybe I am... I don't know if I will take my freedom or not. I don't know anything at this point but soon I will have to make the choice. "I'm sorry" I speak, the two words were the only thing that I could even speak, nothing else could come out of my mouth at this point. "It's not your doing" He whispers to me but I can hear the sadness and the hurt still in his voice and how much this has hurt him to speak about.

"I know I can't change the past but I'm sorry that I called you that. I didn't know..." I trail off. I can't even speak about it, after the things that he has said, every word is swirling in my mind. Wondering about it all and how strong he actually is, if he thinks of himself weak and not strong then he's wrong because he is strong for having survived that. I however did notice that in his story, he did not mention his brother but I think that is because the two of them have never seen eye to eye. I wonder why, though now is not the time to ask about such things. 2

I've already hurt him and I can't bear to see hurt again. I don't know for how long we stay here but soon the doors to the ballroom open and Victor enters with a tray with two cups and I realize that I had forgotten about that we asked for hot chocolate. He doesn't say anything as he hands up the cups and then leaves. Sebastian said that Victor knew the truth about who he was, I keep thinking who he is in Sebastian's life because somehow they are close yet not at the same time.

Victor was the one that told me that Sebastian did not sleep with the prostitute from the dinner that we had with these guests, he told me that Sebastian cares about me or something. I slowly start to drink my hot chocolate but since it's steaming hot I wait a moment and just holy the cup. He also waits a moment until he starts drinking it. We don't need words right now. We just need each other in this moment right here and right now.

Somehow that is just enough for us. I let out a sigh but a happy one, not because of the sad story that he has told me but because we're here together and the love in my heart is so great. I start drinking the hot chocolate and it tastes heavenly with whipped cream and marshmallows and even a tiny bit of chocolate sprinkled on top to make it perfect. This is truly the best hot chocolate I've ever had. Why did I not ask for this sooner than now, I'm sure I would not have drunk anything else but this if I knew of this sooner.

"This is good" I tell him and he nods his head and chuckles at me. "Never change, Fawn. Never change" He tells me and I can already know that he's smirking right now. "I think this Christmas is going to be an amazing one, don't you?" I ask him. Moving away from the sad things that we spoke about as I already can tell that is still hangs over us and won't leave for a while. That I can tell. Sebastian chuckles at me and I can only smile. "With you by my side, everything is amazing" He speaks.

His words warm my heart as the love inside is running around everywhere. The blush rises to my cheeks as I feel my heart pounding but because of the love that I feel. I do not know if he shares the feelings that are inside me but I know that I feel it and I do love him. More than I can ever imagine. Perhaps a bit too much. Though, I find it good that he doesn't know but I get a feeling that he will soon find out about them sooner or later. I just hope it will be later rather than sooner.

Because it is only a couple of more days to the end of the year and I already know what that means. I can't be sure if I can't wait for it or dread it, perhaps a little bit of both. "Do you really mean it?" I ask him as I take my head off his shoulder and look at him. His beautiful emerald green eyes show me that he is telling the truth yet I want to hear it come from his mouth. "I mean it, Fawn" He simply says to me.

Hearing the words makes my heart want to leap out of my chest as I can't even stop smiling. We sit there for some more time and we did not say that much after that but we did not need it as we drink our hot chocolate in silence. Watching the lights of the tree sparkle and shine as I look at the ornaments. They are beautiful, the tree has been decorated to look the best and we did that. He mostly did most of it but there are limited things that I can do. "We should go to bed, it's getting late" He whispers to me and I nod my head. Tomorrow is after all Christmas Eve.