Deal With The Devil - S01 E76

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Deal With The Devil - S01 E76

Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 76

❝The wedding.... again❞

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The church isn't much nor is it interesting but perhaps that is because everything about this day is horrible. I'm about to be married, again and I don't want to, again. I don't even know how I can marry another man when I'm already married. That doesn't make any sense at all and I don't think that should be possible but I have to do this, even if none of it is right. This is for my siblings, I love them so much and even when I've not seen them for so long, I still love them.

How I miss them and wish they were here with me. The woman who came with me I realize takes out the wheelchair again and she then wheels me into the church. The church is rather old but not too old, I would guess that it was built last century or it was built on this one and no one has properly taken care of it. There is dust everywhere from lack of cleaning and some parts are close to falling apart, why is it like that? Why has no one bothered to take care of this place? This is after all a church.

When I look at where the woman is wheeling me, I notice that it's to the altar. And William along with a man who I can only assume is the priest. William has a smirk on his face and the closer I get to him, the more I start to see the look in his eyes. A mixture of lust and desire. The look he gives me does frighten me and it sends shivers running down my whole body but all for the wrong reasons as it comes from the pure fear that he inspires inside me.

The woman wheels me until I'm standing in front of William with the priest beside us. The priest now I notice looks as frightened as I do and I think he was somehow threatened, like I was. Perhaps I have more in common with the priest than I do William. Gulping as I finally now realize that there was music playing and it has stopped as we stand, technically I am sitting in the wheelchair while he sits there but it's the same thing. I feel my heart break into a million pieces.

I'm not even sure if my heart can become whole once again. It has been broken so many times but this is the last step. I feel like crying but no matter how much I try, no tears come from my eyes. It's like I can't even cry anymore, that is what this broken heart has done to me. It has broken me to the point that I can barely even cry not feel anything other than sadness as my life is about to turn into something worse than my worst nightmare but perhaps this is turning into my worst nightmare.

Being here makes all of this real and I don't want it to be real, I want it to be a horrible dream, a nightmare that I will soon wake up from and all of this would be over. I could be in Sebastian's arms once again if I were to wake up and I would feel safe and sound when his arms are around me. I would feel the love that I hold for him and it would shine right through me. I don't even care about the deal that we made anymore, I just want to be in his arms.

Sebastian is all I want now and all I could ever want. I've fallen utterly in love with him and I don't think I can hide my feelings for him anymore because I just want to shout to the whole wide world that I'm in love with him. But, I can't. Because if I do then I will never be free. I don't know which is more of a betrayal to my own heart, denying my freedom or denying my love for him. Perhaps the situation that I am in is impossible and no matter what I do, I will end up hurt in the end.

Breaking out of my thoughts when the priest starts talking but I don't listen to what he is saying. I'm far too busy inside my own mind to even notice it. I remember that I did not listen much to the priest when I got married for the first time and perhaps I won't ever listen to the priest but then again I'm being forced to something that I don't want to do and if I do deny it, someone I love will get hurt or worse. I can't allow that to happen and that is why I have to do this.

I take a deep breath as I look up at William to see that his eyes are only on me and they do frighten me so much that it's unreal. My heart hurts when his gaze is on me and I feel myself tremble. From both cold and fear as this church is freezing as I'm guessing it doesn't have any heating system, and that the fear inside my whole body is taking over. Wanting nothing more than to stand up and run away but I can't stand up, at least not now.

"If anyone objects the marriage between this man and this woman, speak now or forever hold your silence..." The priest speaks and as much as I would like to object, I can't because I have to do this. The priest doesn't hear any objections and he opens his mouth to speak and continue to marry us but the doors of the church are slammed open and I see the man that I've fallen in love with. Sebastian King stands there. "I object this marriage!" He calls out to us all and I smile when I see him there.