Deal With The Devil - S01 E71

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Deal With The Devil - S01 E71

Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 71

❝I will always find you❞

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Slowly my eyes open to welcome the blurriness from the tears that are streaming down my face. Agonizing pain comes in waves all over my body as I let out a wince. It hurts so much. My body feels frozen and stuck. Getting used to the light I look around myself to see that I'm in a car that is on its size. Memories from what had happened flash before my mind's eye as I remembered what had taken place. Panic runs through me as I continue to look around everywhere.

Sebastian is beside me still but he's unconscious. Looking down at my hands to see that I'm slowly starting to see four hands instead of two as a massive headache is appearing inside my head. Biting down on my tongue to hold back a smile I attempt to move but a rush of pain runs through me and I finally see it, I'm seeing double but I see it. A large glass shard has penetrated my stomach. As soon as my eyes catch it, the pain grows so intense that I can barely even feel anything else other than the agony.

It's much more difficult to breathe and now I can see why that is. The more I panic the more it hurts and I try to keep myself calm but that is impossible. Movement beside me breaks me out of my thoughts when I see that Sebastian is slowly moving. My whole body shivers as the cold air rushes inside as all of the windows are broken. Sebastian turns his head to look at me with tears in his eyes but not once does he allow the tears to fall down his face like I have been doing. As soon as he is moving I notice that our hands are holding and it doesn't look like they're going to let go any time soon.

He looks at where the glass shard is in my stomach and then back at me. Sebastian isn't hurt as much as me, though I can barely see him as I'm seeing double and blurry. "It's going to be all right, Fawn. Just hang on, you'll be all right" He tells me. His voice is smooth and it feels good to0 hear it. I've only now realized that there is a small ring inside my ears but his voice drowns that all out and all I can do is focus on him.

The way that the water in his beautiful emerald green eyes make him seem so much like any other person and not the man that he believes him to be, the man that no one can touch or hurt. I don't even try to speak as I'm having a hard time getting air into my lungs, as I can barely breathe. His eyes then shift to look through one of the window above us as we are on our side and he sees something but I can't tell what that something is.

The fear has dug itself into my bones as it is everywhere around me. But, I don't fear just fear for my life, I fear for his life as well. The pain grows even more intense as his stare comes back to me and his hand squeezes mine. "Listen to me Fawn, they're going to take you away from me, but I will find you. I will always find you and when I do, I'm not letting you go again. Ever. You. Belong. To. Me" Sebastian speaks to me and I can hear the anger but also love in his voice.

Perhaps it was the fact that I believe I have a concussion or I'm hallucinating or something but for a moment I feel like he actually cares about me and not in the way that I've always thought that he did, out of duty as he is my husband and I am his wife. But this look that he is giving me now is one of care and love, the same look at I can tell that I give him when I think about how much I've fallen in love with him.

As the black spots are dancing across my vision and growing I can only wonder if he feels the same way about me as I feel about him. I wonder if that is even possible. "Just close your eyes, soon you'll be safe in may arms. I will not allow them to hurt you for long. I will find you. Never forget that. Fawn. Promise me you'll never forget it" He tells me. A soft sad smile is on his face as he speaks that. I look at him and I don't need words to know that I promise him that.

In his eyes I could see that he understands the look I gave him and he nods at me as he still holds my hand tightly but not too tightly, but it doesn't hurt so I don't mind. I realize that his touch is the only thing that seems to keep the pain away from me making me want to me with him even more, even when I already had the craving to be in his arms. Through the blurriness and seeing double and the black spots I start to see shadows. Shadows of people and I can hear their voices.

The words I can't make out but I think I can see them. Sebastian says something to them in anger but I can't hear it as my hearing as just gone away as I put my head back against the car and I allow the darkness to slowly allow me to sink into the deepest depths of itself. Knowing that I did fight with everything but I was just not strong enough to fight the darkness once again. With Sebastian as the only thing on my mind, I find myself closing my eyes and welcome the darkness and the pain all just washes away too, leaving me with only the love and memory of Sebastian.