Deal With The Devil - S01 E66

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Deal With The Devil - S01 E66

Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 66

❝The plan❞

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I stand up in the snow, despite the cold and despite the pain which I ignore and also the weakness in my entire body. I walk over to him and before he could even react I slap him right in the cheek. My hand stings from it but I still hold my ground. "I'm not going to sleep with you" I tell him firmly. Colt likes to flirt but it's getting a bit annoying since I am a married woman and I do love my husband (who doesn't know it yet) very much.

Colt only chuckles but he doesn't show that he feels any pain at all but I don't think that it did hurt him that much. "As tempting as it sounds being on top of your lovely body and making you scream out in pure pleasure when you come alongside me. Unfortunately I can't sleep with you" He tells me. His arm snakes its way around my forearm and he starts to pull me inside and I let him. I'm too weak and too cold to even attempt to fight him back so I just allow him to take me inside to the warmth that my body begs for.

"But, you just said-" I start but he cuts me off. "That we are going to sleep together, yes, I am aware of that, thank you. We're not going to sleep together" He tells me but that only leaves me more confused. First he says that I'm going to sleep with him which I'm not and then he says we're not sleeping together. I think he needs to stop and think for a second on what he is actually saying to realize that he's talking nonsense and it doesn't make any sense.

He doesn't stop dragging me until we're in the guest floor which somehow he knows where is and he takes me to my bedroom and closes the door. "All right, I'll explain. Sit down" He orders me and I roll my eyes as I go to the bed and sit down. Pulling the covers to me and wrap myself in them to keep myself warm as I am shivering so much. "That idiot is taking his sweet time as admitting his feelings for you and it's making me frustrated, and I've not been with a woman for so long and you're tempting" He says but I think he's getting a bit sidetracked now.

I give him a look which he understands. "We don't have to sleep together, only pretend to" He finally tells me. I give him a puzzled look as I look at him with raised eyebrows and so confused. "While on Netflix I watched a movie which gave me an idea. Easy A I think it was called and it is something about a girl that fakes sleeping with losers. What if we pretend to sleep together but he'd think that we were actually doing it?" He asks me. 73

For a moment I just think about this, weighing the pros and cons. Technically it would not be cheating because nothing would happen between us and it will give me the perfect opportunity to get back at him. Just because I don't sleep with him doesn't mean that he can just cheat on me with some other woman and kiss her and do whatever he wants with her because we are married and we are supposed to be together. I think the only reason for why we have not is because I've been afraid of it, and I don't even know why.

I let out a sigh as I look at him once again to see him waiting for an answer from me. "If we do this, he might beat you up again" I tell him. That is one of the con. In the time that his bruises were healing, I felt so much guilt that it was my husband that did that. It made me feel horrible and I am sure that it will make me feel worse if he were to hurt Colt now. He shakes his head. "That is something that I'm willing to take. Besides, I've always fancied a battle wound" He tells me. 25

Rolling my eyes at him I nod my head. "All right, we can do this but there is no way that I'm sleeping with you. Just to be clear" I tell him, narrowing my eyes at him and almost glaring at him. Letting him know that I'm serious about this. "Deal" He says and puts his hand out for me to take. Smiling I put my still trembling hand out to shake on it. "But, you might want to get warm first" He tells me. "That was the plan" I say as he walks to the door and leaves the room but stops right before he's about to exit the room completely.

"He does love you, if only you knew how much" He says to me before he walks out and close the door. Leaving me to think about his words and what he had said. I've been told now by two people that Sebastian does care for me but why can't I see it? Sure, he's done a lot for me but is that love? How can he love me when he's barely got to know me? Then again I've fallen in love with him and I barely know him at all.

All of this leaves me confused and more confused about my life and just about everything. It's like I can't even catch a breath and it's suffocating me entirely. I just want to be able to breathe freely out in the world but I can't because I'm stuck with him. However, I don't mind begin with him as my love for him is only growing with each passing day. I thought I had told myself that I did not love him but that was just me lying to myself. Because I do love him, more than I care to admit.