Deal With The Devil - S01 E64

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Deal With The Devil - S01 E64

Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 64

❝Take a chance❞

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"What?" I ask. Some people want to kill me? Hired to kill me? That doesn't even make sense to me at all. The seriousness in his striking emerald green eyes is enough to tell me that he speaks the truth. "Tell me the truth, the whole truth" I order him. This time he's going to tell me what is going on. I had expected him to confess to cheating but not this, never this. I'm beyond shocked right about now. "Telling you would only put you in danger and I can't allow that to happen. You can't get hurt" He whispers to me.

The way that he says it break me apart and I feel my heart only want to be with him now, to comfort him and myself in the process but I can't. He can't know how I feel, ever. "If someone wants to kill me then I have the right to know. This is my life. I may be married to you but that doesn't mean that you owe my life because I own myself and if my life is threatened then I deserve to know so I can decide what I want to do. You can't make that choice for me!" I speak to him in anger. 12

Just because he thinks he's protecting me or whatever doesn't mean that it's right. The thought that someone wants to kill me is so frightening that the fear digs itself into my bones and stays there, never wants to go away. Sebastian stands up and takes the empty bowl away from me and puts it into the sink. I hear him sigh. "You're right" He says as he turns around to face me. To have him admit that I was right is new and I like it.

"Of course I am" I say. Showing him that he has to tell me. I'm taking control of my own life and he can't say anything about it, well, he can but I'm not going to let him figure that out. "The life you know is not what it seems, nothing is and once the truth is out, your life will never be the same again. Take my word for it, Fawn, this will destroy you one way or the other and if the truth doesn't then your thoughts will. It is not just the outside danger I protect you from but the one inside. That is why I can't tell you" He simply tells me. 12

Only fueling my anger with his words. He's trying to stall and it's making him look worse and worse. I may be a bit sick but that doesn't mean that I'm not going to yell at him because I will. "That isn't a good enough reason. Either you tell me right now or I will find someone who will" I challenge. I walk over until I stand in front of him, narrow my eyes at him to show him my anger.

Sebastian only looks at me with a blank face while his eyes show concern and worry. When he doesn't say anything, IK turn back and head out of the kitchen. I have no idea how to get back but that doesn't matter because I'm far too angry to care. If I'm in danger I deserve to know. He's hiding something and it has something to do with me and how someone wants me dead for no reason. I've not met that many people that don't like me and those who do don't want me dead because most people aren't killers.

Hiring someone to kill me? Who has that kind of power? Well, Sebastian but he would not kill his own wife, would he? He's called the Devil and there is a possibility that he can get away with murder... no, he can get away with it but his wife? Surely people will figure that out on their own but would be too afraid to speak up about it. Why am I even thinking that Sebastian would be trying to kill me? That's ridiculous. He could never do that to me. I know him or at least I hope that I know him. 7

I have no idea where I am walking and it doesn't matter to me. Just going where my legs take me which is not that fast since I'm still feeling a bit weak in my entire body. My vision blurry from the tears that are streaming down my cheeks but I don't care. When my legs are hurting and I can feel myself grow so weak, I sit down by a wall with my back against it and my knees up against my chest. Letting out a couple of sobs, I just stare ahead, not even seeing the wall, just thinking.

Everything in my life is insane. I can't take it anymore. Trying to be strong is becoming something that I can't handle. I'm not strong, it's only the illusion that I put on for everyone to see when I want to crumble to the ground and cry. "What troubles you, child?" A voice asks and I'm startled. I mentally roll my eyes when I see the butler or whatever he is standing in front of me. How does he do that? I swear he must be a ghost. "Everything" I whisper loud enough for him to hear. 17

He lets out a chuckle. "Sometimes when the darkness has you cornered you just have to take a chance" He tells me before he walks away, leaving me confused at his words as I feel he's trying to tell me something. Only, I've no idea what it is nor do I know what he could be talking about. A headache has appeared from crying and thinking so hard. The thoughts in my head are so many and they swirl around in my mind as a tornado has appeared and it's making me want to go insane from thinking this much.

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