Deal With The Devil - S01 E41

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Deal With The Devil - S01 E41

Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 41

❝The unknown is dangerous but thrilling❞

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Sitting in his office with a choice that I'm faced with. Trying to prevent myself to fall in love with him to make sure that I win this deal but on the other hand, I also somehow like sleeping next to him for a reason that even I don't understand and perhaps never will. "So, what will it be?" He asks me. Looking up at him from the floor that I had been lost in watching, but never truly seeing it. The thoughts in my head were keeping me occupied from then but then again I don't feel like seeing the floor.

"No" I tell him as I stand up and walk out of his office without another word. Letting out a breath that I had been holding, I'm met with the hallways and once again I'm lost. I would very like to have a map of this place to be able to get around without getting lost. I lean against the wall beside the door, unsure of what I just did. In that moment it felt right but now I'm not sure. I have this horrible feeling inside me that I can't get rid of.

He will not forgive me now but why do I want him to forgive me? Why does that matter? The answer to these questions is out of this world and I will most likely never find the answer to that. Sighing I start to walk away in some direction until I hear the door to his office open and I turn around. Seeing him standing in the hallway and then walk over to me. I gulp when he stands in front of me and perhaps a little too close for my liking. I can feel how my heart begins to speed up.

Looking into his beautiful emerald green eyes and seeing strange emotions inside them but I can't see it clearly. Sebastian stands so close to me and just looks down at me and it seems that he's confused for some reason. "Why do you do that?" He asks me, his voice low and husky, sending shivers running down my spine. Taking a step closer to me but I back one step when he does that. "D-do what?" I ask him, stuttering a bit as my voice is failing me. Backing away as he grows closer to me until I back into a wall.

He stands in front of me, so close. My chest almost up against his and his face is almost touching mine, so close that I can feel his hot minty breath on my cheeks. Both his hands go on either side of me on the wall, trapping me. "Defy me" He answers and I give him a confused look as I don't understand. Staring into his eyes, I felt the world around us all just disappear into the distance as it is only the two of us right here and now.

I'm not sure what I should answer with nor do I know if I should answer at all. M thoughts are all over the place and I'm having a hard time processing what is happening to me. "I don't know" I tell him, though I'm sure that's not the answer that he wants nor is it what he wanted to hear but that is the only thing that I can give him. I never knew that I was defying him, I don't know if that is what I have been doing as I can't even find an explanation to my own actions. 1

He takes one step closer to me and now he's up against my body and my back is tightly against the wall, wishing that the wall wasn't even there at all. His face comes ever so close and I can almost feel his lips touch mine but I have this longing that I want to feel his lips on mine, to kiss me and make me crave for more. It doesn't make any sense why I feel like this, why my heart feels completed. I don't understand it but there is a part inside me that begs me to find out, to explore these new feelings inside. 2

No words are spoken by the both of us as we are looking into each other's eyes. I explore his eyes and search for something, something unknown that continues to drag me to it like jumping off a cliff into the great sea, never knowing what hides beneath the sea, truly jumping into the unknown. I don't think words are needed, though it would be nice to know what he is feeling and what he is thinking so I could know what he thinks of me or if he is just playing me. 6

There is a war inside my mind and I'm not sure which part is winning, there is the part where my heart weighs in too, to kiss him and feel his soft lips on mine but on the other hand there is another part that screams at me that this is all a trick and he only wishes to use me. These sides are fighting a war and even I don't even know who's winning and it leaves me confused and perhaps a bit frightened. Then in this moment, something feels right somehow and before I even knew what I was doing, I start to lean in to kiss him.

Before my lips could touch his, he slams his lips against mine and kisses me. The kiss is touch and possessive but he is still gentle almost. His hands travel down my body and wrap themselves around my waist and pull me even closer to him to the point that my chest and body is so up against him that he's all that I feel. Closing my eyes I allow him to kiss me and I kiss him back. Feeling my heart grow satisfied at this and all these unknown feeling inside me are exploding and I realize that this is all I needed.