Deal With The Devil - S01 E33

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Deal With The Devil - S01 E33

Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 33

❝Panic has entered the body❞

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Sitting on the other side of him after we've eaten makes me nervous. I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do now that I've finished eating yet he doesn't leave for some reason. Sometimes I just can't understand him... well all the time I don't understand him, he just doesn't make any sense to me. He's the riddle that the universe has given me and now I must solve it without a clue of what is going on or even how to solve it or how the riddle is or what it is. His gaze on me makes me even more nervous than before.

"Tonight I will be hosting a dinner for clients of mine. Their wives will be attending and you shall attend too. You will behave like the wife that you are and don't think that you can speak to any of the men there for you belong to me" He says casually like it's the most normal thing in the world while I'm panicking over here. My heart is beating faster in my chest and I can barely breathe but I don't show him any signs of that. The outside I'm cool while on the inside there is an explosion. Dinner? We're having dinner? Together with people? Yeah, no problem.

I don't say anything, just look at the ground. Somehow I can already picture this going wrong, and it will always end up with me messing it up. "You will be by my side the whole time and don't even think about running because there will be armed guards that will shoot if necessary" He says. His voice so dark and dangerous that it alone sends chills running up and down my whole body from fear of him. I slowly nod my head but I don't look up at him.

It sends a pang in my heart that he would actually think that I would run away, I'm not that stupid, I already know that I will never get that far if I do run but I know better than trying to run at all. "Now that we have that settled" He says and stands up. Sebastian walks out of the room and I hear the door out of this place open and then close and I know he's gone. Leaving me all alone in the silence with only my thoughts and my panicked state that I feel is going to rip me from the inside out.

Taking a couple of deep breaths I stand up and take everything off the table and do the washing up. When that is done I head for the living room to distract me from these thoughts that I have. Somehow I can picture this dinner in my head and all of the version that I see are going wrong and I will be blamed for it and that only brings even more panic to my body. Turning on the TV to distract me from these thoughts that have invaded my mind and don't seem to want to leave me alone and it's making me go insane.

A couple of hours have passed and some man that I've never seen before entered the place and left a box, he did not stay for a very long time because he left as quickly as he came and without speaking a word to me. I walk over to the box to see that it is most likely a gift box for me. Why? I open it to see a dress inside and as much as I want to hate it, I can't. It's beautiful and it makes me feel happy inside for some reason.

I take a shower where I clean my body and hair. Stepping out of the shower and looking at myself in the mirror I see that I no longer have bags under my eyes and it makes me blush when I think of the reason why. Because I slept with him, twice even but only one of the times in his bed, yet always in his arms. Somehow that made me feel fresh and I've not felt tired all day. I shake my head to try not to think about this for it will not happen again, it can't happen again.

When I'm dry I dress myself in the dress that is an off shoulder gown that goes down to the floor but a slit up to the knee on my right side. The dress is in dark blue color, almost black and it does look like midnight or close to midnight as it has this beautiful dark blue color in it. It just looks stunning and I feel like I don't deserve to wear it for it is too grand and beautiful for someone so simple like me.

I do my make-up. Not too much though. I only put eye shadow, blush and lip gloss. I don't feel like I need anything else for resting well and having the best sleep I've ever had makes me feel beautiful and I don't need make-up to hide that. When I'm done I do my hair but I only curl it but not too much. My hair is naturally wavy and I also keep it similar to that as I do like the waves that my hair does. Taking one last look in the mirror to see if anything is missing and when it's not I know I'm ready.

Heading out of the bathroom and into the living room to the box where there were heels and I notice that the heel is so small that these shoes might be flats but there is a heel, just barely though. Just the way that I like it and somehow he knew that. I wear them and I think I'm ready to go to this dinner party that my heart has been aching for the entire day. I turn around but I stop right in my track when I see Sebastian standing there.