Deal With The Devil - S01 E19

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Deal With The Devil - S01 E19

Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 19

❝A deal that cannot be refused❞

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My body aches all over as I wake up on the cold hard ground of the bathroom. For a moment everything was all right and I woke up feeling happy and with a smile on my face. But as soon as reality kicked in the smile is quick to fall from my face and is replaced with the look of sadness. Sitting up and feeling as my every muscle is complaining in my body, I sit there for a moment. I don't know what the time is and neither do I care about it. 8

I stand up and avoid looking at myself in the mirror for I already know that I look horrible and I don't need to see that now. Not when I've been broken down to nothingness, and broken down until I can't be broken anymore. The sadness has sat down on my heart and I don't think it is ever going to leave. I don't hear Sebastian and a part of me is glad that I don't. When I'm out the bathroom I notice that the sun is peeking through the glass of almost every window and it is bright outside.

Going into the kitchen with memories of what had taken place there only a couple of hours ago, the memories that surly will haunt me forever. When I go into the kitchen I just stand there, thinking to smell if I should eat or not. My stomach is hungry but my body doesn't want food nor does my brain. With a sad sigh I make my way into the living room of this penthouse. But I'm shocked when I see him sitting there in one of the chairs. His eyes look up from the paper that he was reading. 5

"Sit down, Fawn" He says. His voice sends shivers down my spine and I gulp as I still stand there. He raises an eyebrow a me when I don't move and hesitantly my body moves and sits down. He puts down the newspaper that he was reading and looks at me with a serious look. The fear of getting schooled like a little child creeps in and I feel myself looking down to the ground, not wanting to face him. I can't face him, not after last night and not after everything that has happened to me. 16

"I'm a business man, Fawn. And you became mine through business and I intend to keep it that way, however it has come to the intention that this is unfair to you" He begins and his voice somehow comforts yet still frightens me. Only his voice make me look up to meet his striking emerald green eyes that scream power and makes me cower in fear, I feel my body shake. "I would like to make a deal with you" Sebastian announces and I freeze. A deal with him? It was a deal with him that got me into this mess.

I give him a disgusting look and I'm sure with my horrid appearance at the moment I look like a monster of some sort. "I would like to make a deal with you and it is a quite simply deal and I'm sure even you can understand it. The deal is that is I am able to make you fall in love with me before the end of the year then this marriage is unbreakable but if I do not manage that by the end of the year then you are free to divorce me all you like and move on with your pathetic life as it were before" He says. 501

My jaw drops open by his words and not because he insulted by former life but he's giving me a chance to gain back what I had lost before. My life, my choice, my freedom, my happiness, my everything. I have a chance to get it all back and all I have to do is not fall in love with this man, the man that has forced me to marry him, forced me to move in with him and forced me to come to Paris only to be unfaithful. 23

The images of him kissing that woman breaks me apart and then the haunting memories of him kissing me and saying it meant nothing to him comes into my mind and it makes me feel horrible. The end of the year is only a couple of months away and it won't be that long until the year will be over. And a couple of months wait that will insure the rest of my life as a free woman and not stuck inside a marriage that I never wanted in the first place, that will be nothing. 8

"Do we have a deal, Fawn?" He asks me. My whole body is still shocked to the core at this deal. I'm not sure what will happen if I refuse it and I don't know what happens if I agree to it. He is the Devil as they call him and the Devil always gets what he wants. The other side of this is that he wants me to take this deal so that he will be able to do something horrible to me, manipulate me of some sort and play me like if I were nothing but a basketball. 17

I look up at him to meet his eyes and the emerald green that still frightens me stares back at me. My mind is everywhere, trying to think this through. Finding the right choice with this. Weighting the pros and the cons to this deal and seeing if there will be any loopholes that I may or may not have to take. This can either make or break me completely, however that may be something that I will just have to risk to be able to gain back what I've lost and become the woman that I always wanted to become. I take a deep breath and utter a single word. "Yes"

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I WANT TO MAKE ONE THING CLEAR! This story is not 365 days nor is it similar because Sebastian specifically said END OF THE YEAR and in this book they got married in JUNE which means she has HALF a year NOT a full year. This story was written last year and I had NEVER even heard about 365 days nor did I know it existed and it if is SIMILAR in any shape or form then it is pure coincidence. Please stop HATING on this book because it reminds you of something else and I never intended for it to be like that and I truly did not base this story on that book.

AND FOR ALL OF YOU WHO SAY FAWN IS WEAK! I want to tell you that her character and her personality is based off myself and yes I AM weak because I have been suffering trauma and depression and PTSD and I don't fight back and I'm weak for it and having people say that someone thing I based a character on makes me feel horrible and I already have a LOW SELF-ESTEEM. Writing this book helped me put out the feelings that I have and I can't BELIVE that I have to do this but I BEG of you to STOP with the HATE. I can't take it anymore, I'm so close to breaking down.