Deal With The Devil - S01 E16

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Deal With The Devil - S01 E16

Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 16

❝Treated like a child❞ +

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Hearing his heart beat in his chest while he carries me back to the hotel is relaxing and somehow I found it in me to begin to care for the man that forced me to marry him. When I don't think about that fact I see things in a different light. The way to the hotel was pretty long and I wondered the whole way if his hands are hurting or if I'm too heavy for him to hold but I never dare to ask and he does not complain.

The silence between us was awkward but I did not mind it. I didn't know what to say to him and I had to bite my tongue so that I wouldn't start talking about him and that woman that he was kissing or more like tongue swallowing. But, at least we make it to the hotel and he walks to the elevator. Then when the elevator opens he walks with me to the room and I had forgotten how beautiful it was and I wished that I had stayed here. My stomach growls and I realize that I'm still just as hungry as before. 5

He gently sets me down on a chair. "Since you decided to behave like a child, you will be punished like a child" He speaks and his voice holds so much authority that it makes me shiver. Either that or because of the cold, but I doubt it's from the latter. My faze falls down to the ground as blush overtakes my cheeks. I just feel the blood heat them up. I'm ashamed and embarrassed that he's schooling me like a child. "I've decided that you're going to bed without dinner" He speaks and I close my eyes and let the tears overtake my eyes.

My stomach is cramping from not getting food. But, I don't say anything. Afraid of angering him. He must be furious. I did act like a child and I feel so stupid. There are two bedrooms and I walk to one of them and go under the covers and lie on the pillow. Slowly letting the covers warm my body. Turning on my side, I let the tears fall down. Silently I start crying and holding a hand over my mouth to stop myself from making a sound. I don't want him to hear me and think me even more pathetic. 27

Why did he want to marry me? It's clear as the night outside that he does not want me nor does he care for me. I keep wondering what would happen if he decided to throw me out like I were nothing, would I even have a place at home? My parents would not take me back since he wouldn't give them any money and that is the whole reason I'm in this horrible marriage, for my husband to give my family money because that was part of the deal.

The more I think about this situation that I've been forced into, the more the tears start coming and it's becoming hard to control my sobs. My stomach and body are aching, I know and the only way to get it to feel all right again is to eat and then sleep. I don't care what he says. I'm eighteen years old, I'm not a child and I don't need to be treated like one. Especially not by my so called husband who's unfaithful. Somehow that one fact stings my heart more than anything else and I don't even know why it's hurting me this much.

Wiping away the tears from my face and taking a few deep breaths to calm myself down, I get out of the bed and go out of the room. Everything is dark and I suspect that he's already asleep. I'm not sure how much time has passed and neither do I care. All that is on my mind is food and food alone. That's all I can think about. My whole life I've taken food for granted and I will never do that again. Being this hungry and not eating for almost a whole day hurt me, it really does hurt. 60

I find the kitchen and open up the fridge and take out something to eat, no matter what it is. There is some food in here and it's good and my stomach feels so good now that I've fed it. "Enjoying yourself?" A loud and cold voice comes behind me which makes me stop right in many tracks. Slowly I turn around but it's a bit dark so I can't see him completely but he's there and I feel relieved that I can't see his face because he probably looks more furious than he's ever been. 82

I almost drop the food that I was holding for my body is trembling with fear right now. I can just feel the anger from him. "Answer me" He says. His voice alone is low but it sends shivers down my spine and not for a good reason. "Y-yes" I hesitantly answer, the fear inside of me is controlling what I do. He comes closer to me and stands in front of me. I can see him more clearly and his eyes catch the little light that inside the room and turn it into something dark.

My head falls down, ashamed and scared and tried. But his hand goes up and holds my chin and lifts my head up to look at him again. His whole presence is intimidating for me and I know that he's a powerful man. After all, he's called the Devil and that's not for no reasons. We stare into each other's eyes in the darkness and even though we can not see that much I can still see his eyes. And they are dark but beautiful. Before I even knew what was going on, Sebastian begins to lean in and slam his lips on mine.