Deal With The Devil - S01 E04

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Deal With The Devil - S01 E04

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❝The wedding❞

Part 1

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The wedding is in just a few hours and ever since I was forcefully woken up (not that I was ever asleep to begin with) they have been doing things to me. I was dragged out of my bed and thrown into the shower and there I was scrubbed and cleaned everywhere, my hair was cleaned and my body. After the shower, they had shaved my legs and my armpits and my privates and anywhere that they thought fit. Of course none of it was done with my consent, then again when has my consent ever mattered? 233

I had to force myself to not cry, even when everything in me felt like crumbling to the ground and just cry. Not even caring on who's watching me cry and how much their judging me. They're not being forced to do something that they don't want to do, they're not being forced even when you said 'no' so many times. I've begged and plead to not do this, but I'm shut down each and every time. Even by my own parents. The only people in the world that I really thought that I could trust. I don't trust them anymore, not after this. 52

After being completely clean and everything, they forced me into a white laced bra and white laced panties to match and then they had me put on a night gown, to wear before I will go into the wedding dress but that will happen later. The maids never said a word while they did everything to me and I never said a word to them, I don't feel like talking. But, since yesterday evening, my mom has made me memories all the things that I'm supposed to say in the church.

There will be no vows, because what's the point of vows when you don't even know the person and the vows are there for their true love. It's clear that there is no love between me and him, and I'm not even sure if there ever will be. That man, Sebastian King might be handsome and he might be the hottest man that I've ever laid my eyes upon, but that doesn't mean that I will fall in love with him. If he had done things differently, like asking me out the normal way, maybe I would have wanted him. 109

Then again I was also in a relationship and the guy is the best guy in the world, who never even deserved me in the first place, I've never been the romantic type, but he was my boyfriend and I did care for him. I still haven't told him but he's seen it in the news, I know that because he has been texting me all day and night, but I don't answer. I can already feel how sad he is when he sends those texts, it's written between the lines and facing his sadness on top of my own will destroy me. 46

He isn't the only one who has been contacting me this whole time, my friends have finally found out about the wedding and most of them are saying how happy they are for me or how lucky I am to be marrying the richest man in the world or how I did well with this whole thing. Not once did they ask me how I felt about this, any of this, and that hurt me. They knew that I was in a relationship and I would never cheat on him, yet it feels like I did, and they knew that I wanted to be with him. 43

And now it's like they don't even care about that. Then again they have their own lives to handle, but it would be nice to have some support in this. As far as I know, no one is even considering my feelings and how I feel and how this is hurting me. My younger siblings don't even know that this is not what I wanted, all they know is that I'm getting married and that's it. They don't know the full story and I pray they never have to find out what has been done to me, and I pray with my whole body, heart and soul that this will not happen to them. 33

"The make-up artist is here" My mom says to me, I have been sitting alone in the kitchen, eating small cookies for my empty stomach. They had offered me more but I didn't have the stomach for it, nor do I feel like eating. My stomach is upset, just like the rest of me and eating is the last thing on my mind, I did however manage to eat something but not that much.

My mom takes me to the bathroom and there I'm sat down by the mirror and the make-up artists starts doing his thing on my face. I look in the mirror, but I'm not really seeing, it's looking but not seeing myself. I do still notice that my eyes are empty and just hollow, like how my feelings are at this point. I don't know for how long I've been sitting here but the time draws nearer to the wedding and each minute that passes I grow more and more nervous for this marriage that I'm being forced into.

And this nervous feeling isn't like a normal bride would be, I'm nervous because this is my last day free, though I don't feel that free at the moment. I'm nervous because the man I'm supposed to marry is someone that I don't want to marry, heck I don't even want to marry at all. I'm nervous because my life will never be the same, I'm nervous because I'll never be happy like I was. I'm nervous because everything that I had is being ripped away from me all because I'm being sold of to the devil himself. I'm nervous because in just two hours I will become the wife of Sebastian King.