Love me again - Season 1 - Episode 40

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Love me again - Season 1 - Episode 40

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“if you still want to be in their lives, you must think smart”

Clyde am sorry about what I have to do I can’t marry you, not ever

Clyde: Babs, how, why, Are you still punishing me?

Me: Clyde, you know I want to be with you

But not in another marriage
But we will do it my way this time.

Marriage is not the only way to be with you
This time, I saw my dad in a regrettable state, as if he was feeling pity for Clyde


Clyde: Why are you doing this to me?

How would that even work?


Me: You know am finding it difficult to forgive, trust and get my head around issues
But that doesn’t change the fact that I want to be with you, I just need a little commitment from you,

Whenever you are ready, You will sell off your business, house, and entire property
Give the income out to orphanages, you relocate back here
In this very mansion, we will both live and grow, We will raise our kids here, live our lives together here.

At this point my Dad shouted, WHAT?


Me: Yes dad, that’s how this is going to work

Remember this is my house too, and you don’t want me going off again

This way I can see you every day and you can learn to like Clyde as well

He didn’t say anything, I heard my mum say she is right, just then Clyde stood up


Clyde: Babs, how do you expect me to sell off everything I have?

I can’t do that, how do I provide for you and staying in this house is like prison,

Babs please, is that the reason why you didn’t want me buying the apartment? If we are going to start our lives together not in here, where your dad here hates me


Me: Watch it Clyde so you don’t insult my dad

I want you but I can’t go back to a house that holds a lot of memories.

A place where I can’t tell what you might do next In this house, I have hope you wouldn’t try anything funny
Because I am ready to provide everything, I will work now and you stay at home
I don’t want the case you go out and I keep looking over my shoulders


Clyde: So this is more like keeping tabs on me Is my word not enough, I love you Babs, nothing can change that
Don’t cage that Babs.


Me: if you love me as you said, you wouldn’t have a problem with this arrangements.

You said you want to be with me, you have the opportunity to do that now

Nothing is stopping you now, not my Dad not my friends


Clyde: thank you Babs, you have finally achieved your purpose of hurting me.
He then walked out on us,
I knew what I planned on doing will hurt him a lot
Especially selling off his property and becoming a nobody in my dad’s house, somehow I just wanted to see how far he is willing to go for me.

But I also know I want this for myself, Am too scared to commit now.

After he left, my mum shouted, Wow and my Dad what a relief, i just walked to my room and la!d on the bed.

This time the tears refused to come, until I slept off the next day and a day followed, he wasn’t just answering the call

Mum said I should give him space, he needs time to process, I went about my duties, work, and outings with my family,the friends I left behind, from one conference to another
It seemed like I have completely forgotten Clyde existed

But a part of me is fully aware he might show up, I begin to feel regrets for what am about to do

I don’t know for how long I planned on treating him that way but that’s just how it has to be, I don’t see myself married again
To get tied again with some metal called “RING” I want to be free, I want a normal life
Nothing like before, it’s not like I would disrespect my husband

But I just want to be secured, because I already feel insecure Clyde has been in London getting to 6months now

Just to win me back, if am so important to him
He will be back for me, i can’t tell how long
It’s been a month already since I told him to sell off everything

And he flee like a coward, such a kid
I managed to insult