Love me again - Season 1 - Episode 26

6 years ago

Love me again - Season 1 - Episode 26

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“Two hearts apart, even far away beats for one another”

BARBARA’S DIARY

Mum:Babs what happened out there, I thought you guys went to eat out, but you came back early and the food has been delivered to you, it has a card too.

My best guess is you have a secret admirer

Me: What card? Which secret admirer?

Mum I told you, I don’t want any man now.

I tried telling my mum we lost our appetite and that we didn’t order for anything to be delivered,

I quickly snatched the card from her before she opens it,

Somehow am protecting this b-----d from my father’s wrath

I have a good thing going on here with my family,

Am working on adopting two kids and my life will be back to normal again I don’t ever want to get myself in that web again, well if I want to get la!d there are a lot of them out there, I could just hook up with one random guy, besides am not sure I want to get la!d now The words in the card pierced me so hard
Hi Love,

I can’t begin to say how sorry I am but I know, I was stupid

I didn’t deserve you at first but I deserve you now

Am a better man now, I know you have heard this before

But believe me now when I say that is over.

What should I do to make up for this? We have come a long way, I lost all my friends because I messed up Nobody is willing to help get you back

I don’t care if I have to face your parents This time am ready to go through anything for you*

Tell me we can start afresh

Am sure by now you heard from your friends I was wrong all long

Am sorry for breaking your heart and trust I miss you so much, your love, smile and the meals

I know you want to start all over but kindly include me in your plans

Even for the silent treatments, so far as I can get to see you every day, am sure I can bare for the sake of the love I have for you

I will wait until you are ready
Clyde,

Claytons Hotel room number 45A east end
Clyde has a way with his words, they always get me agreeing to every bit of his silly ideas but not this time

I tore the card apart whiles my mum stares on,

I ordered the food to be given to the gateman Surprisingly my mum didn’t ask much questions

I rushed to my room and cried a little, then I called up Bebe, malia and Livie they told me to do what I feel is right,

I told them I am sure I don’t want Clyde back anymore, they insisted I don’t know what am talking about

It’s true, I still love the guy, he stirs up this fire in me am not able to explain, and he gives me the chills

I admit I want to be in his arms, even right at this minute,

But I wish he would have apologized when I was still with him

I would have taken him back, tore the divorce papers and give him a hot kiss to seal our marriage

But now it’s too late, my parents are involved and there is no way, they are going to let me fall for Clyde again

I was in my room when my dad came to enquire what happened today with the delivery i got

I explained to him, I got this guy asking me out which I wasn’t ready for and he understood saying so far as it’s not that heart breaker of a husband then he is fine This man will do anything for his only girl,

I must better warn Clyde to go back to Nigeria
I love him but I don’t want to destroy my family again because my dad might end up killing him and go to jail for it

I thought of what to do until I remembered, i didn’t get the room number off the card, I sure do know the hotel But am not going to go there asking for a room number like some stalker I will stay put, until I meet him again, I do want to see him again Since the last encounter with the delivery,

I have not been able to get him out of my mind, I keep seeing his face everywhere now, at work, at home, my outings and everything.
He seemed to have an effect on me anytime he is around

My soul and body yearns for him, it wasn’t like that back in Nigeria when we had the issue and I was so bent on getting him back,I think the difference now is, he has apologized and dare do that in a restaurant, the Clyde I know is a lot of things but he is too proud to kneel and apologize in a restaurant full of people

He may kneel to propose or give me special gifts, but not to the extent of sitting on the floor crying

I thought for a while until sleep took over