Love me again - Season 1 - Episode 20

6 years ago

Love me again - Season 1 - Episode 20

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“The pains we feel makes us stronger, though we may cry along the line”
I seemed strong but I can break down anytime soon. I just pray for strength, though I had no idea what going on my knees to pray will do for me.

After a week, I got so much worried he hasn’t shown up yet, I called her mum and she told me she hasn’t heard from him I asked myself why I was worried,
I was in my room, after a week and 2days since he left home and I heard his car moving in I peeped through the window to check if he was the one, after confirming I la!d on my bed, while informing the mum he was back. She muttered thank you and we hanged up Since then, it was I dodging him or he does I finally told my parents I was returning home They were so happy so didn’t ask too much questions

Am sure they will when they realize I had no plans of leaving

However, no day passes without lots of regrets clouding my judgments I wished things were different, but they are not, and I have to start leaving soon

My plans are almost ready, telling my parents speed up the process with their numerous links

Bebe never stopped calling, neither did the Oke’s Livie and Malia called later on to apologize after the last fight
I admire what they have, no matter how much Clyde painted the story in front of Malia,
She said she knows what her man can do, he is a lot of things but not a cheat and if he ever cheats, he wouldn’t have the guts to introduce the woman he is cheating on her with

They are not perfect but this is what every couple should learn,

You trust your partner to the extent that when the truth hits you in the face, you can still stand up for them

I don’t know how I can get rid of this love, but I think with time, it will diminish I must admit I do love my husband despite the divorce and he ripping my heart apart,

But somehow I still feel he is there and never going anywhere I was coming back one afternoon after a visit to the embassy and I met Clyde and a lady coming out of the room Their appearance and demeanor shows what they are clearly as if I wasn’t bothered,

I just walked pass them to the room I quickly closed the door and started crying all over again

I am now accepting the fact that my marriage is finally over I started packing up my things, the one’s I came here with

I left behind the things I acquired with Clyde, I want nothing that will remind me of him Before he came back, I left to Bebe’s end
I called up my Dad, to help finalize the papers I can’t wait for another two weeks as the embassy stated

He tried putting words in my mouth, but I refuse to tell them anything even though I know at a point,

I have to after a week at Bebe’s,

Clyde never bothered to find out why I never came back home

It’s not like it bothers me that much, but at least I was hoping he did