Must Read: Confessions Of A Rough, RuggedAnd Raw 9ja Guy - Season 1 - Episode 59

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Must Read: Confessions Of A Rough, RuggedAnd Raw 9ja Guy - Season 1 - Episode 59

I know i owe her an apology, a
big one at that, i felt kinda bad
asking her to leave, but a nigga
did what he had to do, She was
my Girl, i knew her soft spot, so i
knew the right buttons to press,
besides that was the first fight
we ve had, so i didnt know if she
would pick my call or not, ve not
been in that situation before, but
i was going to find out soon, i
had gotten myself prepared for
the battle ahead, i already
prepared the things to say, just
incase she picked, it kept ringing,
i was already giving up for the
first dial, in the process of
making up my mind, getting
ready for a second dial, she
picked it up, i rushed her, i didnt
give her a chance to say
anything,
”Hey God!, Honey,
Sweety,
My Sugar” i wanted, to go on but
she cut me short,
”Kenny please, pleaaasse, stop it
am not in the mood for that” she
said,
”Baby am sorry, i was still going
to tell you, i just didnt want you
to get worried first” i pleaded,
”Ok tell me what i did wrong for
you to ask me to leave your
house(her voice breaking already
like she was about to cry),
pleaase tell me, what is it i said
wrong, is it wrong to want to
know if my boyfriend is ok or
not, if he wouldnt tell me things,
who else will he tell?” she said,
and just as she completed the
statement, i was hearing her
crying at the other end of the
phone(this babe sef, very tender,
you wan dey make me feel bad, i
said to myself),
”Baby am sorry naw, i didnt
mean to,
My love,
My Sweetness,
My Pretty Salma,
Baby am so sorry, shey you know
you hurting me by crying,
remember what you feel is what
i feel to ooo” i said, trying to
calm her down, but instead it
looked like i just added fuel to
the fire, cos she increased it to
gear 2,
”ok can you imagine, you ve not
called me for days now, i ll call
you, you wont pick and you wont
reply any of my calls, Kenny what
is it have done to you?” she
asked crying even harder,
‘Oga e like your tactics no dey
work oo, abeg change formation,
apply Akonuche(wisdom) abeg,
my mind told’.
I ve not been in that situation
with her before, i became
perplexed, and she was still
crying,
”ok where are you now?” i
asked,
” am home” she replied,
“Baby hope there’s no one there,
listening to you cry?” i asked
trickishly,
”I am inside my room, have been
feeling terrible since i left your
place, thinking of what i ve done
wrong to you” she said,
Eyaaah, Kai, I swear, as i hear that
thing, cold enter my body, my
conscience kum begin dey judge
me,
”Baby am so so sorry, lemme
make it up to you, am taking the
next bike to your place, i cant
take it anymore, your tears are
hurting me” i said, then hung up.

I had no choice, i had to quickly
shower, dressed up casually, and
the took a bike, and headed
straight to her place.

I got there, my mind, skiping a lil,
not like i was scared, i was just
bitter i made her cry, (me wey
dey like peting), i just had to
make it up to her,
Knock
knock
Knock,
my fist b@nged on her door, as
she opened and saw my face,
she started crying again,(ooo
God, not this routine again, i told
myself)
As i walked in, the first thing i
did, was went straight down on
my knees, reached for her hands
and held them with mine,
”Baby, i didnt mean to, pleaase,
pleasse, please and please,
forgive me, it ll never, ever
happen again” i said, and while
she kept crying, and wouldnt say
a thing, our hands still stucked
firmly together, i just had to
make the tears stop, nah me
wrong am i know, i know what
hurts her is me telling her to
leave my place, just like that out
of nothing, am sure she just
couldnt comprehend it or solve
the puzzle what exactly went
wrong, coupled with the feeling
she was having that i was acting
weird, am sure she had never
thought in her wildest dreams, i
could open my mouth and tell
her that.

Since my coming over, kneeling
down and pleading couldnt solve
the tears, a nigga had to change
to another formation, then i had
to try some other means. I stood
up and did a lil something crazy,
at least it was the best ve got at
that point in time, if it didnt
work, i wonder whatelse i would
do,
I started singing a song 2face
sang i was conversant with, with
every passion and emotion that i
had in me, and as i did, i kept
wiping her tears with my thumb,
the song, went like this
”DARLING FORGIVE ME AND
FORGET,
I KNOW VE DONE YOU WRONG,
AND NOW I REGRET,
COS I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE,
EVERY MINUTE AND THE NIGHT,
I WILL NEVER EVER GIVE YOU OUT
TO ANYONE,
YEA EE E EEYEH,
Sang it twice, wiping her tears,
my eyes gazing directly into hers,
while i rubbed her by her arm at
intervals, and as soon as i was
rounding up the second time,
she moved her head towards
mine, and then we started
kissing, and as we kissed, i was
like,
”Choi! Finally, Praisssse the Lord,
Aaaaa-lleluyah,
Omo e no easy ooo, that was
some reaaaal emotional $h¡t,
some Ramsy Noah $h¡t, wow”.