STORY: Last kiss: Our mistakes - Season 1 Episode 5

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STORY: Last kiss: Our mistakes - Season 1 Episode 5

Too often, the thing you want most, is
the one thing you can’t have. Desire leaves
us heartbroken. It wears us out. Desire can
wreck your life.
Two months went by so quickly the next thing I know it was my first day in grade 12, and my boyfriend had 3 days before leaving me . We tried to spend each and everyday together, but he kept on leaving for EL to check if everything was sorted. I on the other hand made RCL member so I already had annoying duties at school, at the rate things were going I wasn't going to see him leave. After school I took the bus and got off at his place, I knocked on his room but no answer.
"Fezeka"
I turned around
Me"Molo Mama"
Mama"He left this morning, umalume wakhe befuna aqele iMonti before school starts"
I nodded
Me"Akabuyi?"
Mama"Ngo April kalok Sthandwa"
My world stopped, my heart broke into a million pieces, yangathi andikwazi uphefumla. His mother was staring at me, I sobbed thinking of how things will never be the same.
Mama"Ina"
She gave me her phone and I took it
Me"Hello"
Gcobani"Woyikisa uMama kodwa mtchanam"
Me"You left"
Gcobani"I'll come back, I promise you "
Me"It will never be the same"
Gcobani"Change is only bad if we let it be bad, I love you Fey! told you ndizo goduka if you need me, my phone will never be off and I'll save money then uze for the weekend because andikho se res"
I smiled
Me"Let me go home"
Gcobani"Remember what I told you, you are mine"
I smiled giving his mother her phone, I apologized for causing a scene.
Mama"Akhonto mntanam, uberyt ke kodwa "
I took my school bag and practically ran to Yanela's house, I knew she would be home already and unlike Olwethu she wont remind me about what I already knew.
Me"Umkile"
I sat on the stoep
Yanela"You saw him?"
Me"No"
Yanela"Does he know you love him? "
Me"I told him"
Yanela"Trust him, you were the first girl he kissed, the first girl he had sex with… You two got married, you wear his ring with pride and let all the doubts go because azange waku nika reasons to doubt him"
Me"Let me go home"
Yanela"Sunxama"
She changed her school clothes then walked me, a car stopped next to us.
Guy"Anifuni lift?"
We exchanged looks
Me"Hayi"
Yanela"Ewe tshini"
She and the guy laughed
Me"I'll walk"
Guy"I wont do anything to you"
Me"Good for you"
I looked at Yonela
Me"Thanks tshomi,Chat later"
I walked to my house kicking stones until I got there, my brother was with his friend.
Sanele"Ever heard of parliament street?"
Me"Kuphi apho?"
They laughed
Sanele"Friday and saturday sipha, your parents are leaving for umgcwabo ngomso"
Me"Hahaha andina mali mna"
Sanele"Just relax, vasa ubuso and cook"
He analyzed me
"Suthanda kakhulu, you'll hurt more when the relationship ends"
I nodded, on that note I went to change then went to cook. I checked my phone there was nothing from my husband, but a text from an unknown number
"I like girls like you, your friend gave me your number. I would love to take you out for lunch" I was just annoyed.
Two weeks went by fast with no word from Gcobani, I wasn't insecure just annoyed. Around 9pm my brother came home rushing me to get dressed, 19 years of my life this was about to be my second night life experience that's if my sister' 21st birthday counts. I wore khaki shorts with a red vest and a denim jacket obviously with a necklace.
Sanele"Yayi nxiba ikaka shame"
Me"You wouldn't understand"
I wore my strapped heels, our cab was outside and we left for Government a club in Parliament hahaha creativity was never a thing. It was packed lawey a lot of familiar faces, we sat down his friends were already there too.
Me"Its so packed"
Sanele"This is nothing"
They gave me a dumpie of Heineken and some blue drink in a small glass
Mbasa"Starter esi, if you want more take from the bucket"
They told me bayeza and I was left with my cousin kunye ne girlfriend ka brother wam.
Bahle"Do you know that guy?"
Me"Heh"
she whispered in my ear
Bahle"Yakubiza"
I stood up and I followed him outside.
Me"Do I know you?"
He looked defeated but he smiled
Kutlano"Kutlano but my PE friends call me Bruno"
I nodded
Bruno"Can we walk to Engen? I need to buy cigarettes"
I agreed because the "starter" made my head heavy
Me"Okay but hold my hand, I am intoxicated"
He laughed while we walked to Engen, he was an studying at Nmmu doing his 3rd year, he was originally from Pretoria oh yeah and he had a kid. My phone interrupted us.
Me"Hello"
"Ndim"
I was caught between being angry and jumping for joy.
Gcobani"Fey"
I looked at Bruno and smiled
Me"Uvelaphi?"
Gcobani" I don't have a phone, somehow left it apho ndingayaziyo"
Me"Yaxoka"
Gcobani"Why would I? "
Me"two weeks yonke?"
Bruno signalled that he is going to the bathroom.
Gcobani"Fezeka"
Me"Gcobani"
Gcobani"Since when do you doubt me? azange ndaku…"
Me" Your phone has never been off for two weeks"
Gcobani"Mfondini lahlekile!"
Me"public phone! you should have tried"
Gcobani"Babe I am sorry"
Me"So am I"
I dropped the call then switched off my phone
My first mistake