Must Read: Lost Of Virginity

7 years ago

Must Read: Lost Of Virginity

Slowly, my hands began to work their way down
to his eight-
pack. He came back down toward me, his
mouth
finding its way back to my breasts before
slowly
making his way down my stomach
stopping at my
navel and moving lower still. Every time
his soft lips
touched my skin a feeling of erotic
pleasure would
soar through my body.

I could feel him begin to pull down my
pajama
bottoms, but paid no attention to it. I
was so lost in
the feelings and s£nsat!ons of his lips
against my
skin. Suddenly, I could feel the cold
breeze against my
bare legs as I glanced down and noticed
both of us
were lying on my bed completely Unclad.

For the
second time since we started this
alternate reality, a
jolt of fear pierced through my body.

I felt like a
wanton woman losing control and not
wanting it to
stop. I only had thoughts of Adams and
his warm, wet
mouth and soft lips on my body and this
primal aching
need.

He must have noticed my sudden change
of
mood because he came closer to me and
brushed my
hair out of my face.
“Are you okay?” He whispered. His
breathing
was loud and uneven. His eyes shone
with Sekxual
energy as he looked deep into mine.
“I-I’ve never done this before,” I replied
with a
whisper. I looked back at him and my
pupils began to
dilate from desire.

My heart continued to thump even more
rapidly
inside my chest. One question continued
to circulate
through my mind, what was I doing? It
felt as if
someone had possessed my body and I
no longer held
any control over my limbs.

The unimaginable feelings
Adams was awakening inside me had
completely taken
control, leaving me vulnerable to each
touch.

Adams continued to look at me while his
breathing grew even more ragged. He
pressed his lips
gently against mine instantly causing my
body to grow
weaker. His mouth then found its way to
my neck as
instant tingles shot through my body.
“You have nothing to be afraid of.”

Adams then moved on top of me, placing
his
body between my legs. My heart was
racing a million
miles an hour out of excitement, fear,
and pleasure. I
had never had S£x before. Well,
truthfully I’ve never
even come close, probably because I was
only sixteen
and never had an actual boyfriend. I
wanted to tell him
to stop, that I wasn’t ready and that this
wasn’t the
way I wanted my first time to be.

Every time I would open my mouth
trying to
protest, trying to tell him no, I couldn’t.

The only
sound that left my lips was a loud
muffled m0an of
sheer and utter pleasure. I knew there
was no stopping
him, no matter how much I wanted him
to stop-I
couldn’t manage to get myself to say
anything. My
body was in complete disagreement with
my mind. The
pleasure principle overruled the logic of
my mind.

I opened my eyes, finally realizing that
Adams
was watching me with concern masking
his face.
“Do you want me to stop?” He asked.

My mind was screaming YES ! but when I
looked up at Adams this sudden need for
acceptance
pierced through me.

Adams was very well known at my high
school
while I was nobody. I was just some
loner-girl who
didn’t have even one friend. And as I la!d
there on my
bed with Adams Brown lying on top of
me, actually
wanting me, actually acknowledging my
existence I
couldn’t seem to say no to him.

It should have been so easy. After all it
was
just one small word, three letters, and
one syllable. All
I had to say was ‘Yes, yes I want you to
stop!’ . But I
couldn’t do it. My sudden need for his
acceptance, for
his approval overpowered my own
morals and
integrity.

I finally closed my eyes and softly shook
my
head. “No,” I said softly. “Don’t stop.”