Must Read: My Life At Thirty (18 )

7 years ago

Must Read: My Life At Thirty (18 )

Adejoke packed her cloth from the floor, picked up olamilekan and headed to the bedroom, i was stunned with what i just heard, so what exactly is Joke up to? Is she trying to force me to marry her after 3 children? How will i marry someone that has even been married before when is not that there are no single girls out there again, what is she trying to achieve? Those where the questions i was asking myself that are begging for answers.

We couldn’t sleep in the same room that night as i needed to think of what to do with her, even though she was the one that cooked the dinner i took, the communication between us was not that lively. After so much thought that night, i decided that the best thing for me was to send her away before she feel relaxed.

Fine the son might be mine but i can never ever marry someone like Joke because if she can cheat on her husband with me, she will definitely cheat on me with another guy too and for the fact that she already had two children with another man was not it at all…

First thing in the morning, i went to the bedroom, she was still sleeping and i woke her up, i told her bluntly that even if i will accept responsibility for the child, i can never marry her, i gave her excuses that for the fact that she was married before and had two kids with another man, i can never marry her as a wife
Joke: You must be crazy for saying that, what do you take me for? Oh..oh, its now you know you cant marry someone that already have kids with another man, when you are bleeping me with you sweet words, didn’t i have children then? The first time we had S£x together at the NYSC camp, was i not married?

Didnt i have a baby then? You can Bleep a married woman with 3 kids in the bush, in the toilet, in your car,on the street , at various hotels but you can never marry that same woman…..Oga, you are joking, ko jhoor rara, am going nowhere, i prepared for you before coming here because i foresee you saying something like this but believe me, am going nowhere..its either you marry me or we both die
Me: Which one is die again, you are taing this too far, i believe you should try and understand me
Joke: Understand what? What do you want me to understand? Understand the fact that i had a baby for you and you don’t want to marry me? Have you forgotten all what you said yesterday when you were rushing to Bleep me that i was the best thing that ever happened to you. If i was the best thing yesterday then i can be the best thing for the rest of our lives……

I later turned it to serious fight as i was dragging her out of the room, the wrapper she was putting on fell off at a point and i couldn’t drag her out of the room Unclad and the fact that the baby was seriously crying. It was a serious fight that she bit me all over my body and i slapped her so many times too with some other beating all over her. I have never touched a lady before but the spirit came from nowhere, we dragged for close to two hours and i had to let go and went out of the house when i was unsuccessful.

I came back late in the night, Olamilekan was asleep while Joke was watching a movie, i hissed and went to the bedroom, i was surprised when she came to meet me in the bedroom, and started pleading that i should forgive her, she said where do i want her to go as she has nobody else to run to again except me, everybody has rejected her already and the man she love most is trying to reject her too that how do i want her to feel? She said her life is empty that even though if i don’t want to marry her, i shouldn’t have voiced out so early as she was still going through serious trauma, she believed she will find comfort in me since i always claimed she was the best thing that ever happened to me that was why she decided to start coming to Ilorin, everybody has rejected me and now you are also rejecting me…she started crying uncontrollably.

I apologized to her too and made her realized what i did was not intentional that how will she feel someone coming into her life unexpectedly and the next thing that was happening was the person trying to forced himself on her. I told her my reaction was based on anger and i will never use my hand to hit her again.