Must Read: My Life At Thirty (18 )

7 years ago

Must Read: My Life At Thirty (18 )

We rushed her to Oke-Oyi, they took her to the emergency room and after just like 30mins, the Dr on duty came out to confirm to us she was dead. My sister busted into serious tears and was crying uncontrollably, i don’t even know either to cry or what to do, on my mind i was thinking of how i killed my sister. She was later clean up and park to the morgue after the dr said she got complications while trying to abort pregnancy through use of drugs (As if i don’t know before)
We left the hospital around 6am, i called my dad and told him that he need to start coming to Ilorin that it was very urgent, he tried to ask what happened and i told him that until he comes but he was hearing background tears asking if that was not the voice of my sister and i cut the phone.

My parent got to my place almost 8am and immediately my sister set her eyes on them she started crying “Nimat ti ku oooo” “Mummy Nimat ti ku ooo”, my mummy couldn’t believe what she was hearing and she asked “Nimat ku?” “Kilopa”?….”o syun ni ooo mummy, Nimat logun lo seyun ni ooo and we warned her not to do so at least she was not too young to be”
My father called me and started asking me series of question and i told hin all i knew that she got pregnant and the funniest thing was that we don’t even know her boyfriend as no guy ever come to the house to look for him. I was on the verge of talking to her friends to find out if they know any guy with him but all said they don’t know, we don’t know what led her to her taking drugs to abort the pregnancy.

We buried my sister, my parent stayed behind for like a week, her course mate in school came to greet us aside from so many other people coming to my house. Her death was a total disaster to our family, i was seriously pained that i was the one that caused the death of my sister but i couldn’t say it out. What kind of ear will listen to the fact that i was having S£x with my sister to the extent of getting pregnant and gave her drug to use which later took her life.

Mummy Daniel was supportive during my trying period; she was always in my house to pacify me almost every day. Joke was sad when she heard of Nimat’s death and even Temilade was so supportive even though we have not set eyes on each other ever since we started talking on facebook. I was back to my normal self after like a month.

My problem has always been that i don’t take my eyes away from anything in skirt or jean that has a butt0ckz and b0s0m, no matter how small they are or how big so far they are within the range of 30years or at least a bit older with nice body structure, my major aim was always to mark register at the K!ttyC@t of any lady i encountered. I don’t know if it was a jinx or something with me and my sisters, initially, i thought the affairs between me and my sister was an avoided mistake not until i started looking at my sister one kind in the house, i will hold her at intervals even while we are having conversations even though she always sees it as nothing.

I went out this Saturday morning to visit Mummy Daniel, my sister asked when i will be coming back and i told her maybe later in the evening because my aim was to stay and play with her for so long as she was the only one at home.

The children are on holiday, she already took them to grandma’s place over two weeks ago. I was surprised when i got there and realized that the kids and grandma were around; grandma came in with the children that morning because they were missing their mum.

I couldn’t stay long as that was a bad business, i left there around 12pm after playing with them for close to 2 hours, when she saw me off to the car, she pleaded that she didn’t know the kids will be around that she will make it up to me.

I was already on because i was already fantasizing on how i will take her to another level before getting there. I started heading home and called funmi a kwara poly student if she wasn’t busy to come and meet me at home as i was dying of fuucccking someone, the funniest thing was that i still had S£x with Victoria just 3 days ago.

I got home, opened the door and there was my sister and a guy in the sitting room unclad bleeping each other, they didn’t see me initially until i drop my car key on a table we have in the sitting room, she was shocked as she saw me, she stood up immediately, held the guy’s hand as they ran to her room. I don’t know if to get angry or what to do? She was my sister so she can enjoy her life but the funniest thing was, that was not my sister’s fiancée i know, her fiancée was in Offa and she has shown me her picture so many times. Who am i to rebuke my sister that she was not keeping one boyfriend as she knows me to always change girls just like cloth even though she always complain that they are too much.