Hidden dreams - Season 1 - Episode 29

4 years ago

Hidden dreams - Season 1 - Episode 29

He sighed and instead, moved me closer to the vehicle until my back was to the body of the RAV 4. Pressing himself against my body closing in every bit of space between us.
” No, you will not use that calmness and all matured words or whatever you are telling yourself your words are. Am not scared of all that. You being matured, me being just a 21 year old with some life to explore. You know why? ” he asked his head on my forehead.
I looked up at him without saying a word.
” because I love you and I don’t want to explore anything else. I will not let what I feel for you be just some history that I can refer to in future. I want you Angela to be my past, my present and my future.” He frowned still keeping his forehead on mine.

” you have to understand I mean well for you Jay” I murmered my words.
He lifted his head and held my chin. ” look at me” he commanded
I did and he slowly moved his mouth to mine hesitating as he brushed my lips slightly.
” Come on, kiss me” he whispered making my legs go numb as the desire to do so filled my body.

He moved his head to and from making his lips rub mine. ” am waiting my love, please show me that you want me as much as I want you. You are mine Angela and am coming back for you. No matter how long it will take me, I still will find my way back to you because with you this close is how I wish to be forever.

I may have been your student before but now am ready to be the man that you would want me to be,if I will act like a child, I want you to be the one to remind me of who I should be and use your wisdom to bring me back to my senses. If at all i will go on those childish explorations for whatever reason, be the one to remind me of this day and I promise I will do as you will say.

All I want is for you to show me you love me and promise you will wait for me to come back from Paris. I know I don’t have much to offer you now. You probably have a lot of guys lined up wanting you for themselves, I just want to know if you will choose me. Call me selfish or whatever but I love you.
I love you and I love you so much… be mine please” he gave his heart out it left me defenceless.

I wanted him too, I didn’t want him to leave my side and I wanted to scream my joy out. He just made my mind go wild I didn’t want to ever leave his side.

He sighed and almost said something but without any resistance, pulled him closer and kissed him.

He must have not expected it sooner so he was still for a while.

I stopped, breathing heavily looking at him and like a hungry man he came forward kissing me with so much passion m0an!ng softly as he engulfed my small body in his arms.

I could feel his bottom rising and I knew I had to withdraw before the worst happened in the small bush we were in. But my body didn’t want me to stop. I tried to loosen up from his grip but he wasn’t willing to let me go.
For some long minutes we kissed and when his hands touched my skin inside the shirt I felt sharp and dense feelings shoot all over my body.

” No, stop Jay!” I stepped aside breathing heavily. His eyes now turned to some intense and deep teary way..

” we can’t do this” I managed to say between my breaths.
” yeah I know,” he smiled.
“I was just lost in the moment. See it’s your fault now I won’t be able to control it” he faked a sad face.
” come on, let’s sit back in the car.” He held my hand and lead me inside but instead of the front we sat in the back.
He moved my head down making me lay on his laps. He put my favourite song ” I will always love you.” By Whitney Houston.
Grabbing his phone he held it high and got a photo of me.

” No please not with my messed up hair” I complained laughing and he took more as I laughed..” Come on… stop that seriously. I look terrible” I winced.

” I love these photos I wouldn’t ask for any other but these same ones” he laughed as he slid the phone showing me the photos.
He lifted me up and leaned his head on mine before getting a selfie.
We were in the same place for a long time i didn’t realise it was getting dark.
He told me he would be travelling on the coming Monday and asked if I would see him to the airport of which I declined.
I had to convince him I needed not to go after making me pay by going on another episode of kisses before he could accept.
Outside my brother’s house he parked the car and turned on the light.
” it’s late I really need to go now, my brother will soon start calling me. He still thinks am a baby” I let a laugh.
” yeah I know, you told me how he’s so particular with your way of life and I love him for that cause he will probably help looking out for me when I go. Besides I think he liked me” he teased.
” I hate to leave right now. Believe me if it were up to me I would sleep in this car provided you are here with me. But I have to go, you know, borrowed vehicles, someone might want to use it” He frowned.
He bent down and planted a kiss and pushed me a bit..
” go now, before I change my mind” he whispered still holding my hand as he stood by the door.
I slid down landing in him and let a small laugh.
” come on. Am not going to evaporate . Let go now” I smiled not really wanting him to leave.

I watched him drive away his face still facing me as I waved slightly .
He smiled widely and increased speed as though to escape being near me any longer.
I shook my head and walked inside.
” oh God! Someone is really in love, you look like someone from a romance movie!” My sister in law shouted as I walked in humming to the song Jay played over and over again’ I will always love you.’
” oh don’t start” i shouted back avoiding to look at her as my face gave away what I was feeling inside.

” He’s so cute, and looks like a gentle man” she added coming to stand near me as I leaned on the sink in the kitchen.
” He’s a dancer, ball room dancer for that matter. It’s in his nature to be a gentle man” I blushed making my sister
-in-law laugh.

” mnmmm I see, someone is in love with a dancer. What a couple, am sure your kids will be dancers too and I can imagine a family full of dances” she teased laughing.
I stayed quite. I had not thought of all that, having a family with Jay? Oh God I thought to myself. “Is this even possible?” I asked myself and turned to walk away. I had to have my hair cleaned up. I just finished unplaiting before Jay came by.
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