Married to Mr Right - Season 1 - Episode 82

4 years ago

Married to Mr Right - Season 1 - Episode 82

I didn’t say anything but turned to go. I hadn’t walked a single step when Brian held my hands, pulling me forcefully to himself. my breath hitched.

“I hate it when you act like this cause it f-----g pisses me off” he half yelled banging his fists on the car. I almost jumped right out of my skin but remained cool.
“Don’t shout at me Brian. you and I know that what I’m doing now is right”
“Right? are you f-----g serious about this? So going away with my baby and pretending we don’t know each other is right?” he ask
“I need to go”

his grip on my hands became tighter. He wasn’t ready to let go anytime soon.
“If you don’t leave me then I’m going into that hospital to have an abortion” I threatened and his eyes flew open. I never imagined I could say those words.
“But–”

“yes Brian. I will have your baby aborted right here and now and don’t test me cause you won’t like the outcome of whatever is going to happen” I cringe at my words.
“so you’d rather kill our baby than go home with me?” he asked, tears visible in his eyes
“I’m begging you Brian. for the sake of your unborn child. please let me go and stay far away from me please. I can’t learn to live without you if you constantly keep on coming back to me” I beg, hands clasped together. “Just go back home to your wife okay?”

“Fine. I’ll go but please let me take you home one last time. And I promise to stay away from you after that. I just want to make sure that you and the baby are okay. please” he said opening the door wide for me. After balancing all thoughts in my mind,
I reluctantly entered the car and he shut the door. if this is what I need to do to keep him away from me then I accept. I want him far from me. cause if he’s around then my baby’s life could be in danger.
he turned round to take the wheel.
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He sat down and started the engine.
Minutes later, he drove off.
we didn’t say anything and the atmosphere was an awkward one.
“Were you trying to hide it from me?” he said breaking the silence. “Trying to hide what” I ask, acting clueless to what he was asking. “our baby”
my heart sank when I heard him say that.
“I… no.. I don’t–” I stuttered
He shut his eyes a bit then opened them “You were”

“I didn’t want to add to whatever you were going through”
“you’re adding to it already. when did you find out that you were pregnant” “just recently” I sharply replied
“And everyone knows except the goddamn father” he said clutching the steering wheel tight.

“I’m sorry”
“I’m not mad at you Ciara. I’m mad at myself. for not being here with you. I know that’s why you’re feeling stressed out.” he said feeling concerned “but I won’t add to it from now on okay” he said.
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I’m sorry Brian but this is the sacrifice you’ll have to get your baby from Janelle. she is an insane woman that won’t mind putting your baby’s life at risk just to get what she wants.

Please be strong for me.
We arrived at my house but only a few meters away.

“Thanks for the ride” I say trying to open the door but he stopped me by taking my hands in his. All the while, his eyes fixed on mine.
he kissed our interlocked hands before saying “Good night Ciara. take care of yourself and don’t forget to call me if you–”

“that won’t be necessary, thank you” I cut him off
he nods and releases my hand.
“Okay then.”
“Good bye” I say before stepping out of the car.

I was fighting the urge to cry. I’m literally pushing my husband away just for his happiness. I’m making him sad. what kind of human am I?

I didn’t bother looking back but I know he was still there staring at me.
I pushed the door open and gently shut it.
That’s when I heard the screeching of his tyre.

I wanted to run outside, back into his arms but I refrained myself. I know what I’m doing is wrong but it has to be done. for the benefit of everyone. including Brian!
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