Married to Mr Right - Season 1 - Episode 64

4 years ago

Married to Mr Right - Season 1 - Episode 64

***It’s better to dream of something you may never have than to lose something you always dreamed of having.***
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“I’m sorry”
was all he managed to say after the long silence. I covered my face with my palm and balanced my elbow at the edge of the counter.
I felt so broken. so this is the harsh realization of life?

One minute you’re so happy that you feel you’re on top of the world and the next your happiness crashes down like a broken mirror into million of pieces.

Is this the price i have to pay for love?
“Ciara?” he called again but I still didn’t respond.

I may have acted all tough now but what if I can’t tomorrow?
“Please say something. you can hit me to let out your anger, I won’t mind. it is all my fault, I started it Ciara… ”
“And who said I was angry?” I cut him off but continued “I’m not Brian. in fact I’m perfectly fine” I say trying to fake a smile.
“You know” I paused “I’m just thinking about how I’m going to loose you very soon” I say and his eyes widened with shock. he never thought I could even think of something like that let alone say it.
“Don’t get me wrong Brian. yes I love you but the truth is, whatever I love here” I say pointing at my chest “Always leaves me one way or another”
“I’m not leaving you Ciara.”
“You don’t get it. I… ” I closed my eyes for a moment then gradually opened them with a sigh. “I loved my family so much that even when they were hurting me, I did all I could to please them. then I woke up one morning only to realize that they were never my parents to begin with and that I was picked up from the streets” I tell him “And now, I’ve always wanted a perfect husband. good in every way. that was a dream that just came true and now that I love you this much, what’s going to happen next?” I say tears streaming down my cheeks. he held my hands in his and brought my face to meet his.
“you didn’t loose your family Ciara. they’re right here. I’m right here Ciara and I promise to never leave you. you won’t loose me OK. the issue with Janelle was all my fault. I never knew it would end up like this, but we’re in this together okay?” he said, I just looked at him and shifted my gaze.
“I promise” He said in almost a whisper. I gently nod and he gave me a reassuring kiss on my cheeks.

“So I haven’t had dinner” he said slowly staring at me “would you mind making something cause I’m hungry”
“unbelievable” I muttered
“I’m serious. get up” he pulled me to himself and led me to the kitchen.
I saw the meals that she bought to make dinner tonight. cheap s--t.
Without much hesitation. Brian threw everything inside the Garbage.
“You were supposed to eat that”
“I don’t like food which wasn’t cooked by my wife. I’d rather stay hungry” he says and I laugh.

“She put a lot of thought into that. why hurt the food?” I picked up a pack containing one of the cooked meals. “Barbecued chicken sauce” I thought as I placed it down on the counter.

I brought out some ingredients from the cupboard and placed them on the counter.
Then I chopped the vegetables and made dinner.

I served them on the table and we both sat down to eat.

I already lost my appetite so I couldn’t eat much. I just drank some milk afterwards so I would be able to sleep. I didn’t say much to Brian cause I didn’t feel like it. I was down and he knew that too.
we just layed down the bed to sleep till the next morning.
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I woke up at exactly 6:30am and rushed into the bathroom to have my bath.
After bathing, I applied my lotion and put on a light dress.
Brian was still sleeping peacefully.
I sigh, he looks so cute.
I made my way to the kitchen when I heard the landline ring. I quickly rushed to pick it up.
“Hello good morning” I heard a voice at the end of the line. no doubt it was Alex.
“Hi sweetie” I reply
“How are you doing sleeping beauty? did your prince Charming wake you up with a morning kiss?” she said with a laugh
“how’s that line working out for you?”
“perfectly okay”
I shrug

“So I’m going shopping today so just wondering if you would like to come” she said
I needed a bit of fresh air, at least to clear my head.

“Alright I’ll come”
“great. we’ll have a girls only day”
. the name sounds stupid. it still needs work.
“whatever you say. meet you later” I say before hanging up.
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