Alone - Season 1 - Episode 39

4 years ago

Alone - Season 1 - Episode 39

I got tired of wasting my blows and got up from her. I dragged her out of the room and into the sitting room upstairs. I went back to Hillary’s room, rummaged my bag and found my phone. I went back to her, took pictures of her messed up face before going back to my boyfriend, sorry, ex boyfriend.
He had succeeded in wearing something decent.

Me: How long has this being going on?

Hillary: Baby, I can explain everything.

Me: I asked, how long?

Surprisingly, my voice was calm but I was breathing fast. Finally,I believe that I’m cursed like one of my monikers had said previously. My parents, daddy Alex, Emeka, Gospel, and now, oh Jesus, Hillary.

Hillary: Baby, its a mistake.

Me: Mistake? Did you say mistake? Both of you were kissing and I’m sure she spent the night here. Hillary why?

I’m also beginning to think that I’m not attractive. Why would two people that I loved do the same things if not that I’m not attractive. Gospel was with another woman, now Hillary and this one hurt most, with my friend.

He came closer to me and held me in his arms, it was now that the tears fell.

Hillary: She came to me, I promise she did. I tried my best to fight it, I tried. But that morning that I told you I had an erection, she was the one at my gate, I was weak and defenseless and she took advantage of that. I’ve avoided her like a plague till last night when she came back,baby I’m sorry.

Me: Why? Hillary, I love you, why will you choose to treat me like this? Why didn’t you even tell me?

Hillary: I wanted to protect your relationship with her. Please forgive me. I promise it won’t happen again.

I withdrew from him and cleaned my face.

Me: Of course it won’t happen again. I won’t give you another chance to mess with my life. You would have gone for someone else, not my friend.

Me: She came to me baby. You know I can never hurt you. I….

Me: We’re over. You can do whatever pleases you now. I’m done here.
I clutched my bag and walked out but he followed me. He stopped me at the foot of the stairs and held me,tighter than before.

Hillary: Baby don’t do this to me. You know how much I love you, you know how much you mean to me. I’m sorry for what I’ve done. Please forgive me.

Me: At least, you would have told me before now, you would have told me.

Hillary: I was trying to protect…..

Me: What fu’ckin protection are you talking about? What friendship? You did me bad Lary. I loved you with my life. You’re my everything, my life, look what you did to me, look at me now.

He loosened his grip and I used that opportunity to walk out, walking out of the house and promising never to return again
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