Dangerous Romance - Season 1 - Episode 135

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Dangerous Romance - Season 1 - Episode 135

“but before I Leave I’ll like to tell you something” he added and I tuned to him.
Tell me what?
“uhm… Okay, I don’t know how to put this cause I’m not those kind of people who say out their feelings so well” Leo muttered and I flinched on the inside. Say out his feelings?.
Is he trying to conf–

“I find you really attractive Pen” he said and my heart skipped a beat.
“not only attractive, I find you beautiful, extraordinary.. Okay well this is awkward for me, I’ll just cut to the chase already. See Pen, I like you, not just like any k-kind of.. D--n it” he murmured and shut his eyes before opening them again.

“I love you” . He said very loudly that I my eyes widen.

“I’m not so good at telling people how I feel so this might come out very weirdly, But I really do so much than you could ever imagine, I didn’t want to tell you cause. ..well you just ended things with Richard and you’ll be so angry hearing those cheesy words like I love you again, but for me I really do love you pen” he said with seriousness in his eyes and I couldn’t help feel flushed about that. I moved back a little not wanting him to hear the sound of my heartbeat and how loud it is.

He loves me.

That’s amazing and at the same time disturbing.

“i-I.. I.. I.. I… I” I shut my mouth when I realised I wasn’t saying anything but “i” .
“I want to be alone” I finally said without looking at him.
“yeah okay, as long as you heard me fine I’ll leave, and I’m kind of starting, I’ll just grab one of these if you don’t mind” he said with a smile and grabbed one of my toasted bread, shoving it in his mouth.
“adios” he said and turned his heels to the door before walking out.
I grabbed the Tray of food and walked into my kitchen shoving the whole tray in the sink.
I sat down on the kitchen counter and covered my face with my palm. I am not feeling so good.

I thought I was the one who’s having a thing for Leo nothing knowing he also have a thing for me, a huge one. Him confessing to me is sweet, really sweet, but it’s heart throbbing and keeping me in a confuse state and not to talk about Mason.

I never thought Mason would fall for a girl like me, cause he’s always trying to Flirt with all those hotties when we hang out sometimes. I shoved my fingers in my hair and pulled my hair with fire trying to pull out my hair off my head. I’m going crazy.

Two guys in love with me.

Which I had no idea that they were in love with me.

And then they confessed on the same day.
One is my best friend and the other one is my boss.

And the both of them waiting for a joyful reply, and here I am not knowing what to do,

what to tell them or even how to face them. I came down from the kitchen counter and did my dishes, before walking back to my bed. I picked up my cellphone and stare it for a minute, contemplating whether or not.. Should I give Kirana a call.

Just as I was about to call her, she called me instead and I picked it up with a sigh.
“hey” I said breathlessly.
“how you?” she said.
“good.” I lied.

“really?.. Y-you don’t sound so good.”
“I can’t lie to you, I’m not feeling good actually” I said.

“w-what’s wrong, what happened..” Kirana asked like she’s being forced to say those words to me.

“mason and Leo happened”
“Leo and Mason?? Why what did they do,” she asked dryly again like she’s not interested.

“I dont think you’ even want to know what’s wrong with me judging by your tone” I said and nervously from the other line.

“that’s absurd, how can you say that, I’m just a little stressed out cause I worked my butt off yesterday, so tell me what’s wrong with you, mason and Leo as you speak” she said and I breathed out.

“like you said mason was getting discharged today and he was, and the first thing he did was coming here to me” I exclaimed.
“go on..” Kirana ordered.
“he lied about walking to me and suddenly he confessed that he’s in love with me, since when Richard broke up with me” I explained but I didn’t get any surprise gasp that I expected to hear from Kirana.
“okay” Kirana said dryly.

Okay? . Isn’t she surprised.
Oh yeah right, why would she when she knows everything already. Forcing me to like mason at all cost
“you knew right?” I asked Lowly.
“I’m sorry, look pen.. I wanted to tell you but Mason didn’t want me to, he’s afraid you’ll hate him” Kira sighed.

“I’ll never hate Mason, but this–he– ugh I don’t even know what to say.” I said gripping the hem of my shirt.

“but do you love him?” Kirana asked.
“yes. I mean. No. I mean I do love Mason but not that ‘kind’ of love he wants me to reciprocate, I just love him as a friend” I said sincerely.

“I understand” Kirana’s Voice softened my heart.
“but still I don’t want to hurt him by rejecting him and still I don’t want to accept him” I said ,
“then you have no choice, you have to tell him to quit loving you rather than wasting his time” Kirana tells me and I shut my eyes and grit my teeth knowing well that she’s absolutely right.

“I guess I’ have to,” I mumbled into the phone.

“oh and what about Leo.? You mentioned him earlier” Kirana said and I sighed.
“yeah, he also confessed to me that he’s in love with me.. Truth be told Kira I’m going crazy.” I explained to my best friend and she laughed.

“there’s no surprise there Pen, Leo confessing to you was something you could have predict.”

“what do you mean?” I asked.
“I know Leo was going to confess to you anytime soon cause the love he had for you was too obvious.”

“what do you mean?” I asked again.
“if you think deep and everything’s he’s done for you, you’ll understand me” Kirana said and I rolled my eyes. She can’t See Me though, but she’s being too cliche.
“so.?” Kirana asked.
“what?” I replied.
“about Leo”. She sad
“what about Leo?” I returned the question.
“are you going to tell him how you feel about him?” she asked and I gasped faintly.
“what do you mean, tell him how I feel about him” I asked.
“don’t give me crap Penelope, I know you have feelings for Leo”.
“i-i.. I ..don’t” I said lowly..
“really? Even your voice is disagreeing with you, you do don’t you?” she asked in a huge tone.
“I don’t” .
“seriously, you’re speaking to your best friend not a stranger. You have feelings for him, right??” Kirana yelled making me shift the phone from my ear a little bit.

“I don’t know, maybe, yes. Yes. I do” I yelled back and breathed out.
“okay see that wasn’t that hard, you just told me and now all you have to do is tell him?” Kirana suggested.
“tell him? What? Why would i tell him I have feelings for him”. I yanked.

“are you dumb, were you planning to keep it a secret?”.
“of course.”
“you’re dumber than I thought Pen. Why would you keep that a secret, look. You have to tell the two guys how you really feel before things get out of hand” Kirana reprimanded.
“why don’t you just tell them yourself” I scoffed.

“I’m being serious pen, tell Leo how you feel and tell Mason too, cause you never know what can happen next” Kirana stated seriously. Which made me sigh.
“okay, I’ll try my best” I announced.
“don’t try your best, give your all” Kirana said and I sighed again and hanged up.

This is so not my day.

I spent almost an hour on my bed thinking about this and that, how in the world am I ever going to turn mason down and what would happen to Leo and I if I ever tell him how I feel. I kept turning and tossing on my bed till I fell from it and landed on Leopenny.
“L.P” I called, Leopenny, LP for short.
“what do you think I should do, should I follow Kirana’s advice and tell Leo and mason how I feel” I asked the dumb stuffed toy in front of me, “I wish you could talk” I mumbled on Leopenny’s face and pinched it’s nose.
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