Dangerous Romance - Season 1 - Episode 98

4 years ago

Dangerous Romance - Season 1 - Episode 98

I closed my eyes and breathed out slowly, Olivia was saying something but I wasn’t really paying attention or listening, then she tapped me and I opened my eyes.
“are you sleepy? Should I leave?” she asked and I nod.

“okay sleepy tight and goodnight” she said happily and got up from my bed before walking outside. I close my eyes and tried to process everything that’s happening around me, that happened today hours, minutes ago and in my head. But before I knew it I fell asleep.
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¤¤ LEO’S POV ¤¤
I got home and threw my car keys carelessly on the couch and walk upstairs to my room
Today has been one hell of a day and it was also a day to never forget, I took off my shoes and sat on my bed, my elbow placed on my knees and my face buried in my hand.
I kissed Penelope.

I don’t know what suddenly gave me the courage to do that but I did and was surprised at myself when I found myself kissing her. And after kissing her i didn’t even explain to her why I did that, I just smiled and blurted out goodnight like a fool, then walked away.
she’s going to be so confused, I hope she doesn’t hate me for not giving her an explanation.. Gosh I don’t want to regret this kiss but thinking of her reaction and the fact that I let her solve my kissing puzzle at her doorstep is just so stupid of me.

I should have apologized or lied it was a mistake, but that wasn’t a mistake even the walls could tell the kiss wasn’t a mistake, I hate myself for doing that.

Lately she’s been on my mind, everything I do reminds me of her, I’ve been so fond of her I can’t do a day without being with her. And she’s just so small, skinny and fragile that I feel like protecting her every time she’s beside me and when I held her hand yesterday It just felt so warm and little inside mine, that I resisted every urge not to kiss her at the amusement park.

There’s no surprise that I’m in love with Penelope. Even my house password is her name, Pen. 16514

P- is the sixteenth number in the alphabet, 16.
E- is the fifth number in the alphabet, 5. And then

N- is the fourteenth number, which makes it, 16514, spelling pen in alphabetical order. I moved my hair back cause all this is freaking me out, cause I think I’m going to be in love with her for the rest of my life with her not responding the feelings. Cause I don’t think she’s ready to be with any guy ever since Richard. But that dude’s crazy, a sweet girl like Penelope just about to marry her and he screws it up. What was he thinking, yesterday the look in his eyes shows he still loves her. He failed to make eye contact with her anytime she looks at his direction and then he looks at her like he’s seen angel when she looked away. Girls like her, you don’t let go easily cause you can never grab a hold of them back, not even a strand of their hair.
I pulled my hair back with full force and la!d on my back, I think I’m going crazy, no I’m already going crazy, she’s making me go crazy, not the fact that I kissed her tonight but the fact that I’m never going to kiss her or be with her, and that I’m giving to face her tomorrow..
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