Valentine Blues - Season 1 - Episode 44

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Valentine Blues - Season 1 - Episode 44

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”What to do?” she asks herself. “This is a mess”
She gets up and then stares at the mirror.
“Okay Anna, you want happiness. You want love. You want all the butterflies and you want a man who feels the same way you do for him. Who do you love presently.? ” she bites her lips.
“Daniel. Wrong! You loved Daniel. All that you feel now is just lingering feelings of a man you used to love. I man who knew your every weak spot. A man you have your all for. It’s understandable. But that was then. Now.. It’s okay to be shook by his sudden return to the scene in your life. It doesn’t mean none. Daniel wants you now because he sees you are great and beautiful and with another man. If he cared.. He should have reached out earlier. ” she speaks to herself. “Don’t let him get to you. Don’t let him kiss you ever again. It’s not fair to you. It’s not fair to Darren. I like Darren. He is great and sweet and he is a good kisser too. Argh! The sec was great too. ” she bites her lips.
“Girl.. Daniel is the past. He is bad for you and let him be with his Bimbo. Darren cares.. See he tells all the other girls you is girl. You should do the same. He likes you Anna.. You know that. ” She points to the mirror “And you said so yourself. You like him too. So.. Take it back to before Daniel and those ladies walked in.. It was going to be an amazing weekend with him. So there.. ” She runs her hands through her hair.
“Anna, you are going to go out there, apologise to your best friend for being a b---h. Get your mind and tell those ladies to go kiss a curve. Daniel doesn’t exist. He isn’t going to ruin this for me. I made a decision to date Darren because I do infact like him. I was just caught unawares by Daniel. It won’t happen again. He comes close.. Like Lucy said.. Slap him..slap him” she stares at her hands and then nods dropping it.
“Okay. Okay” she nods. Cleans her eyes. Powders her face, puts on lipstick and then made to leave her room.

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Sure that he had dozed off. She climbs down from his back.
She had been massaging him and giving him a glass of juice to drink.
She empties the remaining juice down the wash basin and flushes it. She grabs the pills on the table and hides them inside her bag.
It was a sleeping bill.
She puts on her dress having stripped to give him a massage.
She frowns when she realised that her earring wasn’t there.
“Stupid prxxk, now where did he throw my earrings to? ” she searches for it. Finding it she wears it. Powders her face and then adjusts her dress to expose more cleavage.
She turns to look at the man snorting loading. “Disgusting. “
If not that she was stranded when she got into town, she wouldn’t have ended up with this short fatso.
If not that Darren hadn’t turned her away. She would have been back in his arms.. Enjoying the feel of those wrong hands and of course the benefits that came with dating him.
Mehn..its been a few months but that man looks as breathtaking as ever.
Of course she lied that she broke up with her girlfriend. They had a fight yes.. She had found her sexing some sixteen year old in their apartment.
She had been mad so she flew into a blind rage and attacked the girl. Giving her some injuries.
Her girlfriend kicked her out. Unfortunately she had been living off her girl, ever since she broke up with Darren.. She had been crashing in with her girl who had promised to pay for her surgery to get a male organ.
They were great. Going on strong until that day. Apparently.. The sixteen year old wasn’t the only girl she was poking.
Natalie sighs.
She wished she had listened to Darren and found a job. All she knew how do was party. Club. Dance. Fxxk. Yes..
She smiles. She was good at that.

But other than that. She hated to work. Never able to hold than a job for more than a month. She loved to be free. She loved to spend money. Money that wasn’t hers.
Darren never complained. He had a good job. He treated her nice. She liked him. Loved him. No.

She like men. She liked women. And whenever he was not around. She had threesomes. Foursomes. As much as she could take.

The only reason she broke up with him was because well, He was too good a guy.. Too decent. Too traditional. She was bad girl. Bad girl liked bad things and Darren wouldn’t even dream to kiss another girl when they were dating.
She knew him. One time she had him drunk. And hooked up a chick to get into their apartment to s£duce him. Hoping that when he took the bait she comes in, instead of making an issue she joins them.
Instead the fool fell asleep after pushing the girl out of their apartment.
It was boring. He was boring. She couldn’t just date one person. Screw one person for the rest of her life
She needed adventure. She liked the drive and she loved to explore other sexual tendencies.
Not Darren.

She sighs.