Crying Blood (Bleeding Tears) - Season 1 - Episode 75

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Crying Blood (Bleeding Tears) - Season 1 - Episode 75

FINAL INSERT

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Five months later.

LESLEY
Me: Is this the last bag?

Rudzi: Yes

Me: Okay.

She was holding Itu whom she didn’t want to let go since the funeral..Life has been
hard.Whenever spoken to she will give a one word answer.She has even went far to make him
sleep in between us.Yes I haven’t touched my wife since the funeral.Im a man and I can’t go on
like this..Worse I haven’t even touched a woman since so believe me when I say I’m hungry.
We got in the car and I drove to my parent’s house..

Dad has been out of the hospital for 4months now and even Shaz.

Me: Babe

Rudzi: Hmm

Me: Can you drive? I’m so tired.I will hold him
She gave me a death stare.I got the message and focused on the road

When we got home we went in the house where everyone was in the lounge.We joined them..Itu crawled to dad and he lifted him up.

Dad: so son why have you called a meeting?

Me: Well dad during the time when we had quarrels with Boss but before he killed our daughter
Rudzani suggested that we move away from here.Away from all this and I refused because I wanted to be near my family and for my children to grow knowing everyone..But now we are in a different occasion..

Our daughter died and our lives will never be the same again.So I have
decided that we will move..We need to find ourselves.We need to get through those together…I
don’t want to lie I have been keeping myself busy with work and Rudzani has been suffocating our
son with her holding on to him for her dear life.She doesn’t feel safe here anymore so leaving is
the only option.I can’t stay up all night because my wife can’t sleep due to wondering if someone
will come and take our son away from us.Its not healthy.We have packed our bags and we are
leaving.

Dad: Where will you go?

Me: America..Dad this is also a big opportunity to expand our family business..This side you will
get someone to stand in for me..
Mom was already in tears.

Mom: but America is far son

Me: And it is a place which is different from home.Nothing will remind us of our loss except our
minds and hearts

Shaz: Excuse me.

She got up and walked to the kitchen..She is big and looks ready to give birth.Its a pity we won’t
be around when that happens but we have Skype to help us connect.

Ethan: Don’t mind her being too emotional it must be the hormones..

Rudzi got up and went after her.

Mom: Does she ever talk?

Me: Still one word answer..The only person who gets to hear her talk is Itu and dad.

Dad: She will come around.

Me: Its one of the reasons I want us to go..Plus I’m starving.5months is a lot for a man.

Ethan: What? Are you telling me that you haven’t had a cookie since

Me: Yes I haven’t…I don’t want to pressurise her into it.I want her to heal and then we will get to
live as a family again

Dad: I wish you all the best son.

Me: Thanks dad

Mom: take care of them

Me: I will.

Mom took Itu from dad and he refused..Hai ke mathata..

Happiness is all I ever needed.Im someone so peaceful so after what my parents did to me I
thought it was the end but no losing my Princess was the greatest pain I ever felt..She left with a
portion of my heart.Wherever she is I hope she is watching over us.She will always be loved and
missed.My promise to her is to tell her twin about her when he grows up.

I am LESLEY and this was my story RUDZANI

Me: Hey are you okay?

Shaz: You are like a sister I never had so it’s pretty hard watching you leave.

Me: Don’t worry we will Skype.We will not lose contact..

Shaz: I hope so.

Me: Now stop crying.

I wiped away her tears.

Shaz: Are you okay though? Be honest

Me: I’m not.I don’t think I will be okay.Whenever I think about her I get pains all over…I bonded
with her.I held her in my arms..I shared moments with her..Its hard forgetting her whereas I’m also
afraid that when time goes on i will forget her. I don’t want to forget her Shaz.I carried her in my
womb..I expected her.

She hugged me as I wailed for air.Whenever i break down I find it hard to breath.

Shaz: I will be okay love.

I wish it will be okay.I wish all will be well but I guess with time we shall see..

We said our goodbyes at the airport and got in the Pilusa company plane.

In my life I thought pain was what I went through at home but honestly pain is what I experienced
when I lost my daughter.That is where I can i was CRYING BLOOD AND BLEEDING TEARS..I
hope where we are going life has good things in store for us.Far away from the place that reminds
me of my loss…Who knows maybe Les and I will come back for our traditional wedding because
white wedding we will do it this side..He will send his family to my mom in his absences..As for
mom I left her with my business and with the help of my assistant she will pull through…God might
have taken my daughter but I’m grateful for all that he has done for me..The gift of life and the
people in my life
My name is RUDZANI and this was my story..

The End