Just because of love - Season 1 - Episode 9

5 years ago

Just because of love - Season 1 - Episode 9

***The measure of love is loving without measure***

Her mind like a wanderer had traveled so many places of historical references,touching so many things. She had tried so many times to move on since she had been heartbroken but found it difficult because of her thought that all men all the same but now truth being said,she found something different in Flames and had been disturbed since she met him and hear him talk,she actually felt something for him but her troubled mind really can’t allow her admit it. Though she knew his appearance that looks gentle and good,yet that is not convincing at all. She could have fall for his words but to her all men do sweet talk,so you don’t know the good and bad through their words but she felt something extra-ordinary for him. It’s never easy for her as her mind tore apart from her body drawing her back to Dennis and how he cheated on her with no other person than her best friend.

She could remember that day,that memorable day that has played a very big role in her history,drawing her back to singleness each time she wants to move on,that day her boyfriend Dennis visited her as he normally did and discussed many things with her touching all aspect of life,even sex. Only if she had known,she wouldn’t have played along with him but she thought he deserved it,having bought her heart with so many gift and by saving her from those guys that wanted to rape her,how he lured her to sex taking away the precious gift she was preparing for her future husband,telling her that there’s no love without sex. She concurred to his words not knowing that once lured to it,the dignity and respect he had for her goes with her virginity. She could remember the pains mixed with pleasure she experienced that day,the blood due to the broken hymen,her screams on that day and her urge to have it again when she barged in on her boyfriend having sex with her bestie.

There she’s again falling in love with a guy she had barely known for just a month. It’s an unbelievable feeling to her that she could fall in love again after been heartbroken by that same love which she gave out and not just falling in love with someone but with the famous Flames,whom she thought have many girlfriends,these heightening her fears,making her avoid Flames of recent,which gave her the opportunity to sort out some things with herself.

She went further speaking with her roommate on the issue but got more confused by her reply ,”How can you be so callous and careless about your young life. So you have such a shallow mind to have forgotten your heartbreak when you fell in love with the school most famous guy,who had many girls at his beck and call. Anyway be ready for more heartbreak,have your way girl,you are not a baby”.

Her words of mockery meant for advice like a shattered pieces of broken bottle pierced her memory and alarmed her so much,sending jingle-like sound around her whole nerves making her shudder. The words of her roommate made sense to her but her tone was that filled with jealousy but why would she be jealous about that? In any way at all,she decided to follow her heart which led her to follow Flames.