The Call Girl - Season 1 - Episode 97

4 years ago

The Call Girl - Season 1 - Episode 97

The first time he told me he was serious was when i was having a conference and then he made a statement . You know, we had a fight the night before and he was forcing my hand, i told him to get lost- then he said, ” maybe by tomorrow you would know i ain’t about to play dolls with you – and then the next day during the conference, his call came in while i was talking, i ignored it and then his message came in ” If you survive this- great, if you don’t- say hi to my momma for me, ”

Before i could assimilate what he meant, a shot was fired, i was pushed to the ground by my then security..there were screams and all..then i felt him, choking on me, i reached for him ”

Jaime stares at his hands ”The bullet ripped through his skull and blood gushed out- he died in my hands – he protected me and then died in my arms Alexander, and i didn’t have a chance to tell him i was sorry for letting my brother do this, that i was sorry i didn’t realize he would die for me. Then almost immediately Jimmy’s message came in ” Damnit, maybe the gods want you alive for a little more…oh well, how about we have that conversation again pretty boy.?.gimme me what i want or maybe someone close to you might be getting options too- say father , mother, oh…how about that Christine girl you used to date? would you feel bothered if i imprint her wherever she is with some bullets? hahaha”

What was i supposed to do Alexander? I couldn’t do anything? Not when Mother started having threatening calls and having a few scares from random strangers, and when one day she was pushed down the stairs and almost died? No babe, i wanted and had to keep my family alive and the only way was to give him what he wanted..and i tried to- ensuring to change me name from Wellington to Lockswire, taking on my mother’s maiden name. Father was hurt but he let me, then i began doing all this to make father disappointed in me, cut me off and stuff but that fox..i feel he kept seeing right through me and realizing i wasn’t myself so he didn’t budget, he didn’t.

The fights, the quarrels and all i had to do to make him hate me, the embarrassment, the women, the bad press and reputation, every d--n thin Alexander, father tells me ” I love you son, i love you madly, and i know you, this is not you, s i won’t give up on you- you’ll come back to us one day, and we would be waiting and i screamed at him – he should love his son Jimmy, he should tell that to Jimmy and he said – You don’t know how many times i went into the dark to pull him out, a thousand times i did, when he spat at me , cursed me, hurt me, hurt you and Gem…so many times i did- and every time he lashed out and hurt me more until the day it almost killed me..and i had to let go-
there is a difference when a child loves you and throws tantrums and there is a difference when you see a glaring truth- And the truth i had to stop denying was that Jimmy hates me , hates all of us..why do i need to keep fighting for a son who gave up on me a long long time ago? It would end up killing me so i am done chasing him. God knows i love him because i still give him what he wants but i would love him from afar and when he decides to come home, i would be waiting , but until then- i would love what God has gifted me, a second chance and i would take it and protect it viciously.

I held you in my arms Jaime, and i saw those beautiful eyes of yours when you stared at me..they were full of love and for the first time…i cried, i cried so hard it shook me-
I have always wanted that unconditional , undiluted and un-measured love from Jimmy- but all i see is darkness and fiery- but you..even when you act out and cuss and do all this things i see you do- when you look at me- all i see is pain and regret and a thousands words translating to say -I am sorry father, i love you ””

A tear slids down his eyes ” And i know, that whatever you are going through and can’t tell me, it’s okay- i know you love me, and your mother and even your brother- so i will not give up on you, never!” Another tear slids down, Alexander reaches for his face and then wipes it again, her heart breaking for him

Jaime sniffs ”So- you see Alexander” he held her hands ”i was hurting people i love for him, because i felt i needed to please him so that he would see that i was in no competition with him, nor am i taking his place. He would always come first..always..but Jimmy like one in-satiated wanted more and more and maybe i would have succeeded in making father sign all to him and cutting me off..maybe, if i kept on pushing harder and then i said- maybe if i play one last hand by getting a handler and then claiming i was depressed and dangerous and all that razz- with the public calling for my head for the safety for the city , father would have no choice but you Alexander came and messed up my world” he smiles

”And i am grateful, because meeting you made me realize that i had to stand up to me fears, my demons and that protecting my family is not by cowering in fear and letting the bad win, is by standing infront of them and taking the bad head on- so that day, seeing how you tricked me and went to the company and then on live Tv stood up to Jimmy?- oh God- i didn’t realize when i started running- i didn’t realize then that i was running to you because i loved you and didn’t want to lose you- i thought i was only running to save my family and stuff but when i got there- i realized that- screw it! i can only protect my family if i stand up to him, and i did-
It’s like you gave me strength – like i could do anything- and i did- i won that day, to him, to my fears and to my demons – now- i believe i can face anything, any d--n thing – i can face him and tell him to his face – I take my life Jimmy, i take my family and i will keep them save from you- throw me all you got- this time i wont take the piss sitting down” he nods ”And that’s what i am doing . I am not going to cower in fear because Jimmy may have one or two things up his sleeves? No- i would be protecting my family whatever he has to throw..so he can bring it , i am not running anymore- ” he turns her to face him ” So like i said, i have eyes on ground just incase, i will be fine, nothing would happen, i promise” he lifts her jaw with an index finger ” I promise, it was only a bad dream..nothing else”

”Okay!”
”Smile for me”
”Don’t feel like”
”That’s okay” he pulls her to him
”But where did you go to this morning?” she was curious

”I erm – went for a run?” he hugs her tight, she felt something in his pocket,
”What’s this?”

His eyes grows big, he reaches for her hand and then pulls it away ”Nothing! Come on- let me bath you, you smell” he lifts her and then throws her over his shoulders, spanking her butt once for effects

”Ouch!!” She yells laughing ”I do not smell…hey!!”

”Yes, baby needs a clean shower and i would rub every inch of your body clean smelly-smelly Alexander smelly” he sang laughing as he pads up the stairs with her over his shoulders, he kicks his door open and then spanks her again playfully.

She yells again laughing ”I will get you Jaime, put me down!” she laughs

”On the bed–or on the floor? Okay- floor!” he made to drop her
She screams ”No no NO!”

”Oh women, what do you really want? Drop me! i want to drop you.. NOOOOO! Don’t drop me ..see, indecision, pick a struggle woman- drop or not to drop?!”‘
”Hug!!” she pouts from his shoulders and then made a face

He laughs, then he pulls her down slowly from the waist down to his front, he wraps her legs around him and then held her, she has her hands round his neck , staring at him, he is still walking them to the toilet door ” he pauses at the door with her ”You are the best thing that ever happened to me Alexander, i hope you know that?”
She shakes her head
”I mean it babe, you are”

Then she felt that bubbling emotion about to burst through her, and she knew for certain that he was the best thing that had happened to her to..the only best thing in her life that makes sense, that felt right and meant right… she breaths closing her eyes, then she opens them to stare at him ”And you are my most precious gift, my happiness, my pleasant smile- MINE!’ she whispers, her voice thick with emotion, her heart bursting with electrifying energy she had never felt.