The Call Girl - Season 1 - Episode 93

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The Call Girl - Season 1 - Episode 93

”What are you talking about Alexander?”
”My fear began when i was three. You see, i had no one”

”Yes, you parents died when you were little and you were in an orphanage”
she nods ”Then i was taken to a foster home” she blinks back tears , they didn’t stop ”My fear began from there, the pain, the suffering and then the torture”
”Where you physically abused as a child Alexander?” there was surprise in her voice,
She chokes back bitter laughter ”If i were beaten, bruised with a cane, then i think that would have been better. No Tinny-B i was abused , physically yes..but sexually.”
”Oh my God!”

”For fxxking thirteen yes!! The worst of my life”

”Oh my God!” Tinny-B covers her mouth ”Oh my God!”
”I was just three..when it first happened. And then it happened again, and again and again till my v----a walls bleed, till my tinny bones felt crushed from his weight, till my throat tasted not just his sperm, but blood because he drilled my mouth with his penis. Till my body went sour from his struggling and then my neck had scars from his hands” she touched her neck, Tinny-B’s eyes glistens
”Oh My God Alexander! Who did this, who was the monster who did this to a child, my God!!

Another tear drops from her eyes, she doesn’t try to stop them either ” Every day i woke up with fear, every night i hardly slept..i could not say no, my crying never stopped him, my begging only excited him..he told me to play pretend as though i was asleep, lay in the bed and then accept him into me when he came knocking..” she sniffs ”One day, i tried to hide, i did for a few days, he caught me..Tinny-B, i had never bleed so much in my life like that, i wanted to cry..i wanted to kill him…but i couldn’t.”
”Who did this?” she held her hands ”Who was the monster!!?”

”Mama, she never knew..she was away and she loved him to pieces..and he said she would never believe me if i tried to tell her and that he loved me, that he loved me!”
Tinny-B spat ”That is not love, that is not love” she shakes her head
”I close my eyes and all i see is his face, my skin was lingering from his touch i want to peal my skin away, my insides are never ridden from his thrusts..infact my body belonged to him and he did with it as he pleased, day and night, drunk, smelling..he had me, me Tinny-B..i bled, i begged, i cried..he never stopped for thirteen fxxking years i endured all things praying for the day i can either run away or mount the courage to take my life” she sniffs ”One time…i tried to tell mama again, and out the house she sent me..” how dare i accuse her husband of such vile thing, i was the devil’s child, i wanted to s£duce her husband ” and all the garbage. I roamed the street for days, hungry, cold, worse for wear. And they came, like honey to bees, like flies to s--t and asked for my body…i have had enough from the man who used me and they caused me unmeasured pain, i didn’t want any of that. I saw men and i cringed, i cried and i backed away into the shadows…they were the demons, there were heartless and not one of them was good. So i was content to laying on the hard floor and sleeping with no food in my tummy. But the streets were hard Tinny-B, and one can’t survive like that. You either beat the street or join them, but i was just a little girl..i was fifteen, barely alive. Then he came..” she sniffs
”I can hardly remember his name, but i remember the look in his eyes, that same look i saw in that man’s eyes and all the men after him…they were all thesame and they needed one thing; as though their life depended on it; sex.

It was a life-wire , the way the desire burns in them and their reaction to their trousers all at once. He said ” Come, let me fxxk you! ” I told him ” No !” he said ‘‘Everyone wants to fxxk you, atleast i would give you something for it..food, water, a bed to sleep i n”

When i still refused he told me that…girls like me won’t survive any more days on the streets , that the men i see would take it from me one way or the other, so i can decide to hold on to it and have it taken from me unwillingly or i give it..then he told me something else, when you wield that precious thing like power, master it, use it…i can bring men to my knees and get what i wanted …and maybe i would never have to go to bed with an empty stomach, nor a roof over my head or lack money in hand…he said he had no money to give me other than a few changes but he can give me food and water and a bed. ” she shakes her head ”Another cold night, another belly rumbling…when he came again, i let him. ”

”Oh dear!”
”A few days later, they came to find me, they put me in the car and then they said they were taking me home. I didn’t listen to a word she said as she spoke..his eyes were on me, and i knew right there and then that..i rather be on the streets, and risk it all than come back home and be his sex play thing…i rather die there than allow him touch me one more time…that song he sang was torture to my ears…every time he sang it it felt like spikes were running through me, he sang it..as we alighted, mama had gone up, saying she was going to prepare dinner..he was speaking to me and all i heard my mind say was ” Run Alexander run! Just run!’‘
Tinny-B is crying fulling now ”Oh my God!”
”I turned, barefoot, i ran and i ran and i ran and i never looked back till my name faded from his lips and i didn’t hear his shoes padding behind me…i ran and i continued running and then i ran into a bus. I looked back then and i cried, not because i was going to miss him, or her, or my home..but because i was free…i was finally free. But life on the streets Tinny-B was not welcoming in. I went from a Nun’s house where her brother raped me, to work as a waitress where four men took turns with me because the man’s wife wanted money.

One day, when they were done, and i realized that i could not run from this, i remembered what that man said on the streets ”M en would take from you whether you liked it or not..but you must decide how you give it, unwillingly on your knees or willing and bring them to their knees. ” she smile bitterly
”They wanted my body? they wanted sex? i made them beg for it, i mastered the art of s£duct!on, or making men drool for me…

soon, my boss’s wife at the restaurant had to chase me away because, the men who came into the restaurant gave her not a glance, i soon became the girl everyone in town wanted to see. I could afford my meals, my bed, a roof albeit how small. I took the next bus and then i arrived here…Chocolate City. Years later, i am the number one Call girl, stripper goddess.. a queen in my lane and maybe the highest paid Call Girl.. a disgraceful career if you ask me , but it was one i had no choice but to own and live through” she sniffs

”I still hated men, i still saw them as monsters and pain and i still cringed to their touch and scrub my body till i felt it would peal after i have been with them..but i had to survive, and i did. But i hated this life, this job but where would i have gone to?…Everyone wanted what i had..my body and i had no one , no one to support me, care for me or protect me..they all wanted to get with me..so i breathed on that, lived from that and i am still here from that…but God knew i hated all of them,,every single one of them that touched me…but i had to survive, needed to and i did.

But i cursed him and i prayed he died and i had hoped he died..because i was free from him” she wipes her nose ”or thought i was till he found me”

”Who was he?”
”My foster father, his love was an abomination, perverted and painful and i hated all men because of him!

Tinny-B covers her mouth ”Your foster father?”

She nods, another tear drops, she wipes it, her nose drools, she wipes it with the back of her hands ” I thought when I ran and he didn’t find me for all these years that I was free, free from him, from his pain from all of it. For years I was able to breath..though my life was shitty but I was able to hold my head above water to survive”

”But..it’s been years Alexander, I believe he has forgotten all about you, maybe have died or something”

She shakes her head ”You see because of him, every man I saw was the same, wanted the same thing, and I distached myself from them. I tolerated them because I needed to survive and used my body as a means to. That’s why..when you said I acted like a robot towards men it never did bother me. It was mechanic..everything was mechanic with them and one day, one day I dreamed that I would wake up and I won’t be scared anymore, I wont be looking over my shoulders and I won’t cry in the shower when a man torches me. That I won’t feel as though I want to die. One day I dreamed of that…and I knew they were just dreams and dreams never come to a reality. But…I never dreamed about meeting him, Jaime.”

”Oh Alexander!”
”One day we were this opposites who hated each other and the next..i suddenly miss him when he isn’t near,I love the way he calls my name when he is awake and when he is loving me up and when he thinks I am asleep and he holds me tight and tells me how much he loves me. I love his lingering touch to my body, his feather light kisses to my skin. I love everything he does to me and to think I hated men..?” she laughs ”Oh i hated men because of my father and I wanted nothing to do with them emotionally and I didn’t think that one day, that one day I would be wanting a man as I did Jaime, that one day I would look at him and smile, that my heart would beat fast and slow at the same time for a beautiful man…I never believed so but it is happening and…”’

”Don’t cry Alexander!!
She covers her eyes and then cries some more ”You do not understanbd Tinny-B..i feel so happy!”

”Then why are you crying!”
”Because I have always come to see that my happiness is short lived…I ran away and got taken in by a nun, but what happened? A man, her brother found me and raped me . I left to the restaurant and thinking now I was saved, men found me and then raped me one after the other. I come here..now they may not have raped me…but they still used my body and then they paid me..because a girl got to survive on the streets..and then Jaime came along, he wanted nothing to do with me like that other than to use me to pretend a certain life for his family…and then out of the blue, he falls for me and..being with him was and is different, even beautiful and I am happy, but I am scared that it would be short lived and I do not want it to be. I have never been this happy in my entire life and I am scared that this happiness would be taken from me”
”Sssshh! No one would take it away fron you Alexander. No one! Your foster father is an animal, a monster and I pray he may have been dead and then maggots have crawled up his a-s and eaten him up in his grave and…listen! you are free of that demonic man and it’s been thirteen years and God knows how he must have paid him up for all the evil he has done and if he Is still alive I curse him Alexander, I curse him and I curse him I curse him!!” she spat ”You are free from him and from all those men and right now you have Jaime and he would love you for ever and he would keep you from harm, your father can never touch you ever..its been years and maybe he must have-